O H M A M A H . B L O G S P O T

This is life, great.

2011-12-08T01:02:00.001+08:00

God, I need let some frustrations outta me, and I guess this is the perfect place.

Yea, I wna clear some things,
Firstly, yes, I'm still crazeeee for you and I've no idea why even a year had passed. Second, I cannot stand myself behaving like a mad womannn! I hate myself for being like this, cause it's so not me, and even Ain agrees that I'm too crazeeee and physco and any words you can think of. Thirdly, I've no idea what had happened between us, can you feel the distance between us and yes, the conver shows it. I hate the feeling of this cause it'll make me doubt you. Honestly, I really hate the feeling of doubting you because of doubting you, I lose you. How great, and that's the reason why I'm behaving like this too.

Fuck this shit, totally.

最后的这一刻

2011-10-11T04:20:00.001+08:00

「要做就要做到最好」
可以吗？突然对自己好没信心。
不知怎么了，终觉得自己还没得到自己的要求。
是否我给自己的压力太大了呢？
终觉得自己太轻松了。
可是没有压力那儿来的进步呀？

怎么办呀？我又睡不着了。D:

Care, is that the word?

2011-09-30T23:21:00.001+08:00

Time and time when I get drained out.
Alright, if you knew I'm so affected by your words.
I don't blame you for that.

Firstly, Maybe I'm too sensitive. Or paranoid if that's a better word.
But hey, can't you see?! Can't you sense it?? I care!

It's ok, I'm not one that's easily understood. Sometimes, I dong even understand myself...

Ok, hopefully I'll recover after my sleep.
Goodnight.

BLOOGGEERR APPP ON IPHONNNEE

2011-09-10T02:47:00.001+08:00

Blogger finally got an iPhone app! So now, pple, don't need waste money to buy apps that supports blogger! ;D
Blog photos easily with blogger app! ;D

Oh yea, I'm back after months of not blogging, I guess my readers are all gone long ago.. READERS COME BACK!! :D

Hmms, life has been uh.. How do I phrase it?? Ok, I'm just practically mugging all the way now. Yeaps, last month to olvls!

WISH ME LUCK!

Then after that I'll be loyal to blogging! I promise. (:

Alright, it's late already, who's still awake?? Anw, follow me on twitter! I'm very active there! ;D

Goodnight!
With love, Kathleen. (:

Ps, that's cousin in the photo! NOT MY BOYFRIEND! <:

Nightmare

2011-07-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

Omg, Dreamt about you last night.. But fuck, it wasn't the dream that i wanted..

I dreamt that you was with her. )):
Sad much~ oh wait is very duper sad!!

I feel so retarded complaining about my dream.. But it's just like a nightmare to me!! I woke up immediately after the dream you know!! And it kinda scare me up from the dream!! Everything there seems so real luhs!! Gosh!

Hopefully, I won't be having this kind of nightmare again! I can remembered it so clearly and it wasn't like the usual dream where I'll forget about it once im awake lorhs!! Scary much~

Urggh!! I realised I need you so badly! )):

Ok, whatever.. I'm going to sleep!!
Hopefully the dream is opposite! (:
Goodnight!

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Break from citylife

2011-07-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

Just back from my kampong somewhere in malaka.. (:

So long since I last post!!
Hmms, life is a usual recently~
but facing a big problem currently! D; which is my self discipline! Idk why, but ain't forcing myself to study.. Yup.. Sad thing! super disappointed with myself but I just dont know how to sit down and study like how I use to in semester one! Sigh..

Anw, I feel so relax after the sort of taking a break back in my kampong. Everything there is like super slow motion! Unlike Singapore, the fast pace city life.. STRESS!!!

And yea.. Tmwr gonna be a screwed up day for me. Maths mock exam, English CA, never do physics homework (gonna get killed by Toh KS super badly) and lastly got injection in the after.. Yes, I'm super scared of injection!!

Ok.. Some "emo" thing for the day..
I need a pillar for me to lean so badly~ I feel so sick of life and most importantly, im tired~

Hahaha!! Yeps.. Idk why but I came to think of that~ need it super badly! /:

Ok, I'm gonna unpack my things first before I head to my bed! Goodnight!

With love, Kathleen.
- posted with iPhone.

HOLIDAY,S

2011-06-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

holidays are ending soon in about one week time!!

and im yet to finish all my homework! D:

anw, i just find that i've wasted this holiday~

1. did not study like at all..

2. gain weight like crap!!! D:

yeaps, super concerned about my weight!!

gonna lose all my F.A.T.S away so badly.

recently unjailbreak my phone~ which means, wont be blogging much unless i use the computer which is what i did the most during this holidays!! im on the com almost every single day! but hahaha! i forgot about my lovely blog! >.< have been blog shopping and spending money like water flow!! i needa get rid of my stupid habit!

just heard one of my friend B.R.O.K.E U.P again~

everyone is like breaking up this month! HAHAHA!

whats with having a relationship when you knew that you wouldnt last?? its just a waste of time right?? ok, whatever, someone behind me gonna say "you're one of those! and whats with you going on a relationship and breaking up?" hmms, lets see... im not going into a relationship anymore i guess~ im sick of it and ya!! but but, i still jealous of loving couples!! D: they make me feel like going into a relationship! nahs, i still prefer single here. (:

ok, i hate myself somehow! i never knew how to discipline myself and wake up to reality! it's olvls!! and im not even touching the books when all my friends are mugging like crap! i told myself i need to mug this holidays but fuck, i did nothing. super disappointed though~ when the fuck will i ever wake up?!?! D: anw, one thing about me. i dont understand myself! im never doing anything that i need to do! gosh~ whats with me! D:

when will i wake up to reality??

a question for myself~ i guess i can never answer this question. FML~

with love, kathleen.

HELLO KITTY

2011-06-04T13:44:00.008+08:00

i just heard this news while browsing through the net!

CHINA IS GONNA OPENED UP A HELLO KITTY THEMED PARK BY 2014~

CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS TO OPEN!

everything in this theme park gonna be full of hello kitty and friends!

COOL SHIT RIGHT!! ok, i know japan had this theme park long ago.. but this is like the second hello kitty theme park! most amazing thing is that, everything will be pink in colour! LOVE TTM!

hahaha! insanely cute!

oh, and the cutest thing i found among the pictures is this spinning cup!!

this is so CUTE RIGHT!!

HA! i wanna visit it so badly! /:

alright bye,

i just wanna share this cute little theme park!

LOLOL~

with love, kathleen!

怎么办呀？

2011-05-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

我不知道如何解释我现在的害怕。
害怕自己无法达到自己的要求；
害怕期望越高，失望就越大。
我更害怕的是历史会重演。。

虽然对自己很有信心，可是过度的自信也好不到哪里去。
怎么办呀？

这种感觉就好像失去你的感觉，觉得自己不管怎样都会陪在你身边可是到头来，什么都不是。
甚至于失去了你。一直以来都想着重新再来。可是就像你说的，如果重新再来一次，我们会对对方更好吗？可以保证这段感情会永久吗？

难道这次重考我就能够拿到理想的成绩吗？嗨。。

With love, Kathleen.
- posted with iPhone.

Final lap

2011-05-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

I'm left with one more day to olvl Chinese.. Sigh.. I've no idea if I can do it.. Somehow, I'm confidence but sometimes.. I'm just to afraid that I'm being too complacent..

Currently at cousin's house warming party..

anw.. Some things idk if I should say..
Sigh... Sigh... Sigh...

I shall go study my Chinese already..

Bye!
With love, Kathleen.
- posted with iPhone.

Location:Jalan Tenaga,,Singapore

2011-05-19T16:52:00.001+08:00

有时候我真的好羡慕那些很单纯的白痴。每次看到他们时，脸上总是挂着笑容。为什么在我的脸上就是找不到那简单的笑容？

With love, Kathleen.
- posted with iPhone.

Hidden frustration.

2011-05-15T04:24:00.001+08:00

Know one can understand how does it feels like. Pardon me for my Selfishness, pardon me for my change.

No one can change me right now, hatred? Maybe? Just too much that you did, that motivated me to stand right up. I have my backbone. I don't need your criticism. Strike me once, you see how you fall next. I'm so sorry, but I've got to respect my ego to ruin you down.

Take my words, I've never been so motivated by anyone to do this. But you're the first, it's either I ruin you now, or I'll be your laughing stock.

I'm not losing control of what I'm doing but just trying to give you a lesson on what you've done..

Spoke to mum just now, and she totally agreed on what I am doing, which also means that.. I right! Watch your words, whatever you spoke me.

I sincerely thank you for everything you did, love. (:

I love POA!

2011-05-14T01:22:00.001+08:00

Hello!!
Now, I'm using the app, blogpress!
Hmms.. Now I can blog with photos and my blog won't be so dead! (:

Today, last second midyear paper, poa paper 1. Ok, I declare that I'm in love with poa more after this paper! :D surprisingly.. I manage to do this paper!! Hahaha, I didn't study yesterday.. So i thought I'll flunk this paper....
But it turns out good! That's why I'm so freaking happy about it! ;D

Hmms.
I really wish that I can pass my mid year for all subject.. Though I know that I won't be getting a pass for my combine humanities.. But I wanna go for dpa! For the course I want!!
I really make the effort to study for this midyear! So hopping that it won't be so disappointing.
Except For Combine humanities which give up on! >.<

Oh and.. Something is wrong with my home button!! Which really irritates me! Thanks to someone hur! Cheebong! _|_ press so hard don't know for what shit~ now what?!?! Spoil my button! Screw you siol!

Ok.. I realized something about me!!
I get sick of people easily.. Especially those thats.. Uh.. Idk how to phrase it but ya.. If I dont feel like talking to you.. Come back another time.. If not you'll pissed me off literally!
Yes, Im weird and that's the cause of me having failure in relationships.. -.- anw, I don't plan to stead with anyone anw.. Unless im really touched by you. I doubt any guys that are still studying can afford to make me feel touched.. (:

Opps, I'm thinking so highly of myself.. That's not what I mean but just that I'm always living in my dreamland what.. And everyone knows it. and I want people that can make me touched like how the dramas that I've been watching does! HAHAHAH!! it's so kiddy of me.. I know right! :D someone behind my back with be cursing me "look in the mirror first luhs! Before saying such things.." hahahaha!! LOLOLOL.. all I can say is.. Hi losers, don't curse me. Karma will hunt you! ;D smile! (:

Alright, I'm off to sleep!
Goodnight! (:

Location:Crane Rd,Singapore,Singapore

great man!

2011-05-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

fuck man, I swear this is damn fucking fail. cb cb cb!! how the fuck did I fucking blank out siol?!?! super pissed with myself!! gosh, how dumb can I be to blank out?!?! nb nb nb!! screw both the first and second paper luhs~ cb.. English, must do on fresh page for every section but I did everything together! wth!! retarded or what?!?! then ss, even more screwed!! suppose to be benefit yet I tweet it the other way round till It is harmful?!?! just that I couldn't remember a single shit positive factor! gosh! what with me doing?!?! I swear I'm damn pissed with myself!!! urgghh!! fuck this shit! fuck fuck fuck siol!! grr!!

jailbroken! ;D

2011-04-30T07:40:00.000+08:00

hello all!!
guess what?? I just jailbreak my phone!!
weeezz!! alright, special thanks to Henry!! <3

Hmms, currently struggling with ss, no idea how to study!! and sort of gave up on it already! D:

oh! I screwed up my science pratical damn badly!! but nehmind, its my first time doing it too.. so it's ok?? just take it as some exp gain! (:

now, I'm doing my chem tys, and just finished the first chap! -.- fail..

planned to study today
but as usual, failed to do so!! DD;

yeah, I know I'm super pathetic right now, so be it.. I totally got no confidence in scoring in mid year, maybe I should just forget about dpa. pathetic me, tends to give ip easily. /:

alright, got to go on with my chem!!
see ya!
with love, Kathleen! (:

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SCHOOLZZ!

2011-04-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

Fuck this, I swear!
I have no idea how much I hate school nowadays! Not because of the students there but the teachers and even principle! Hello?!?! Come on?!?! Can't you people stop comparing us?!?! You encouraging words seems so irony and you've said it so many times that it is so useless! -.-

We can't possibly reach what you've expected us to do in just two weeks time! I know what the heck am I doing, but the thing is I don't get why I get into this shit thingy!

I hate school! Really do! I no longer enjoy studying like how I used to thanks to you all! Learning something needs time!! We're just human, a student!! You can't expect us to work like a robot!! Sacrificing out sleep is not a big deal?!?! Hey, come on! I'm like sleeping less then 5 hours a day already and it's not even the exams fever yet!! What now?!?! And you expect me to sacrifice more of my sleep on studies?!?!

And I'm having migraines now and then ever since this year starts all thanks to you teachers!

Thanks for making my life so screwed up! I sincerely thank you for what you had done! And appreciates it so damn fucking much! *roll eyes*

Dreaded~

2011-04-18T18:52:00.001+08:00

Gosh, I just ate my dinner, which is like one chicken pau! -.- damn freaking hungry lorhs!! >.< hees.

Hmms, currently at tuition center waiting for tuition to start, IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM AS USUAL. HAHAHA!!

Headed here straight from school! ;D
Guess what?!?! Tmwr I'll be having lessons for two freaking hours only!! And I got to go to school for like the entire day but it's free period! -.-

Yawns~ I feel like sleeping now!! So freaking tired!! Mid year is starting on the 28 April which is in one week time luhs!! Ain't prepared yet. So gonna flunk it again like again?!?! I'm studying but at the same time I feel like I'm not studying luhs!! How?!?! /:

Guess what I actually miss texting arron oh!! /: last night I can't sleep so I scroll through my msges and went to read my conver with him. I swear we're damn retarded!! Hahaha!! Fun times always pass very fast. Nehmind.. I'm damn sian~

Alright tuition starting soon!!
Bye!!
With love, Kathleen! (:

Insane BET!

2011-04-13T18:41:00.001+08:00

Guess what I bet with Carissa, my wifey today! HAHAHAHA! We bet that ehh, I'm gonna lost 10kg by July! HAHAHA! So I'm gonna start my diet soon!! >.<
Kind of impossible siol! But Idc!! Gonna try it out! LOLOL!!

Hmm, me currently at geylang serai cc basketball court. With cousins and their friend! And I'm sitting down here blogging! ;D Haven't been blogging for super long time!!
Alright, me now using phone to blog. HAHAHAHA!

I've got tuition later at 7.30. But I'm so dreaded to go!! How?!?! I told mum that I won't be going today anw. So should I just pon?!?! It's Chinese anw. HOW?!?! I feel like skipping today's lesson!! |: But if I skip I shall study for tmwr test?? ;D good idea right??
But cousin is discouraging me from skipping!! LOOOL!! Hmms, nehmind, I shall listen to them. Zzz.. Olvl is coming! I must go for all tuition! ); Shall go home in like few minutes time and prepare for tuition! (:

Alright, bye!
With love, Kathleen!

Ps, I'm going to slim down!! ;D

FREE

2011-03-31T22:15:00.005+08:00

Im free from tution for today! :D nahs, doesnt feels nice not having tuition today, cause im in love with my science and maths tuition! gosh, im perspiring non stop the whole of today thanks to 2.4km run! /: but, i manage to clear it with an A! not a need for me to run anymore!! <3

i've got chinese tuition tmwr, hoping that i can go. but um, i doubt i can make it cause i got training and training clashes with tuition. hmms, got a bad news which is we, seniors, will be steping down only on the 15april. its really late!! i got to start preparing for my chinese o's. 30may will be my chinese o's and if i were to step down on the 15, i'll be having problems to go tuition. schedules are really pack now. >.< ok, my tuition schedules are always giving me problems... D:

OH!! today, my baby, carissa, told me my complexions are getting better! <3

HAHAHAHA!! YES! MY COMPLEXION IS SUPER BAD! D:

nahs, its ok.. its getting better!

oh no, guess what, im not studying! >.< i shall start to go study now!

BYE! with love, kathleen.

ps, readers! though i dont have a tagboard but feel free to COMMENT! <3

Life's a bitch

2011-03-17T03:00:00.002+08:00

Why do I bother so much about what he does?
Why do I bother so much about what he says?
Why am I even caring so much when im just an outsider?

Come on, someone answer those questions for me. I hate this feeling so badly. I couldn't interfere anything, couldn't speak what's in my mind, couldn't backstabbed her.

IM SERIOUS...

2011-03-16T13:33:00.001+08:00

2011-03-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

Its march holiday!! WHOO~ ok, im just being lame.
to most of us, its not even a holiday. still got to go back to school like alomost the whole week?? -.- hmms, lets see. i got to go back to school tmwr, thurs and fri. as for tmwr, theres lit lesson, thursday there is training and oral practice and on fri got chinese oral prelims.

and mentioned about chinese prelims.. oh fuck it.
i screwed the whole entire paper one! cause i lost my chinese digital dictionary. FML. and my weakest point is on my wrong words!! -.- i got my sis digital dictionary with me though. but you know how suck it is?!?! gosh, i cant even search for the chengyu and ciyu i wanted! its like i rather check out the dictionary book than to checking the digital one. got to thank ma lao shi for her book dictionary anyway, thank her for lending it to me and save some of the words. but still i screwed up my paper 1!! @<

hmms, on uh sunday. sissy had her birthday party and its awesome! (:

oh and and!! guess what?!?! zhebin already graduated from ITE?!?! gosh! and im still stuck in TEMASEK SECONDARY!! everyone seems to be graduating except for me!!! i cant wait to graduate from temasek anw! HAHAHA!! DAMN SIAN!!

alright, i got to go already!
bye!
with love, kathleen! :D

FAKELESS

2011-03-04T23:06:00.005+08:00

HELLOS,
ok, um. i've taken out my extensions and my hair now its er, frgging short!

wanna see?? shall show you the previous length which is ...

yup, the pink dress one is definately me. oh! i love my braids!! LOOK!! at the braids that i braided myself!! nice?!?! :D HAHAHA! ok, i took damn long to learn to braid my own hair!! its damn hard to braid your own hair, worst, its tiny little braid! and um so now my hair length is at here...

(took by my phone)

yea~aahh! look! its short isnt it?? i shall just try to convinced myself that my hair its long and its still growing~ honestly my hair took damn long to grow! for like um 3 months, i think it only gre one inch! its also like super little!! the bundle of hair when i actually tied it up is frigging small!! >.<

hmms, i've ordered my skin care products and so now, im just waiting for it to arrive! no idea how long will it takes but just hope that it can um arrive as soon as possible!! im despo for my complexion to recover!! im super envious those with super good complexion!! :D

ok whatever, i know the fastest way to get your complexion better is go for facial! its not that i didnt want to go! but its figging pain!! so yea, after facial and all the treatment they did, my face will turn into red big tomato without a need to put blushes. and it'll actually um swells. so i cant possibly goes to school with that kind of face right?? HAHAHA!

one more thing to celebrate! one more week for me to be able to wear conatct lenses! (: ok, alot people is asking on hows my eyes infection going. um, its recovering real fast. and the doctor had given me the permission to wear back my contacts after one more week. and if theres anything happens to my eyes again, i may prolly needs to go back to the hospital for him. so yea, im kinda scared of contacts like yeah but i cant be wearing specs right?!?! so this few month without the existance of the contacts, i've been wearing my glasses when im studying and other than that i wont be wearing it. so im kind of blind. my degree isnt that high so i can see quite clearly?? yup! count down! 7 more days!

oh, and mtl prelims is coming in 7 more days too. aint prepared for it and i guess, i havent been doing anything for it. shall see how, my A1 goes to the drain.. im not prepared to get A1 for my chinese ovls either. like i've said i've been mentally and physically stress now days. yeaps.. i need some time. >.<

uh uh.. oh! xuetin is getting a passion card! which means she'll be companying me to the gym often! <3<3<3>

thats all for today, bye!
withlove, kathleen,
xoxo.

No ending...

2011-03-02T22:17:00.001+08:00

Life been so suck recently!
Someone, seriously just bring me out to breathe some air.
Ok, I know I've been attitude-ing people now days. But I'm just feeling fuck up!
It seems like the whole world owe me something! Get it?!?! I'm like stressed up and screwed up.
Whatever it is, just take it as pms and ignore me. /:

Hmms, it's march only, and I've been like nearing to bonkers, what about the next few months?? I have no idea. ><
I NEED TO BREATHE SOME FREASH AIR, I NEED SOME BREAK, I NEED TO CRY BADLY. D:

Urgh, I'm still as fuck up as ever. What's wrong with me? |;
trust me, uh, stay away from me in school. Cause I'll really bite in this state! :D

Goodnight, Kathleen.

HECK YOU, BITCH!

2011-02-27T18:39:00.002+08:00

i've just changed my picture on the left!! <--

LOOK!! I'VE GROWN FAT RIGHT?!?!

urgh, yeaps. i think im damn heavy now! D:

i needa go on a diet now!!

but it seems so hard for me to hard down on my diet recently!

anyone gym with me?!?! :D

2 desperate thing i wanna do:

1. make my complexion get better!!

2. slimmed down!!

oh no! D:

yeaps, my complexion is like shyt now!!

super horrible luhs!! ok, i feel so shyt. >.<

i've no idea why luhs, im like popping tons of pimples recently..

and the complexion got worst in this few months..

oh wait, its not about MAKE UP!!

HA! i havent been wearing make up for damn damn damn long!!

ok, if i do, all i wore is just eyeliner. (:

that doesnt really affect my cheek area right??

IM DESPO!

hmms, i've still got tons of homework to do. but ha! im lazy!

thats forever me.. (:

oh and, today i suddenly have the urge to cut my fringe again!!

most of my frinds is calling me not to cut!!

hmms actually is like all of them!

hahahaha! do i really look that bad with short fringe?

hmms, ponders about it.. :D

oh, i just posted this on my FB!

" Your words and actions totally contradict!

So bitch, just to remind you. Think before spitting any shit out of your stinky mouth. (:"

just wanna add more to it!

recently, its been so fuck up.

really, hearing nonsensical people talking about idols and guys

and hmms, doing things that they swore they never do.

oh pls, come on.

before pointing youre fucking finger towards me and spit all the shit in my face.

look at what the heck youre doing right now??

isnt it contradicting?!?

i have totally no idea of what the heck youre doing..

and about guys or idol??

comeon! youve got so much time on them?!?!

why not spend it on your fucking olvls and make youre life better in future!

you can get better guy in future right?!?!

what the heck, speaking of this just boils my blood!!

im not those like oh studies is much more important than relationships.

ok. but now, its too over!

they are like screaming and talking about guys every single fucking secs.

which totally pisses me off!

if its you, youll be like what the heck too.

arghhh, forget it.

i got to go already for my dinner!

bye all!

with love, kathleen.

HECTIC

2011-02-21T18:01:00.003+08:00

hi all!

im back for posting like finally~

alright, hmms,

i dont really have the time to update my blog every single week.
so as for this year, dont expect much blogging from me. >.<

my schedules are really pack, and i dont even have any spare time for DATING! D:

HAHAHA! alright, i still owe arron oh one date and kerong one date!

not sure when i'll be able to uh.. make it up for them.. /:

let me uh, show you how pack i am!!

monday: end school at 4.30pm & at 7pm-9pm got chem tuition

tuesday: end school at 6pm (CCA)

wednesday: end school at 4.30pm & at 7.30pm-9.30pm got chi tuition

thursday: end school at 3.30pm

friday: end school at 6pm (CCA)

saturday: chi remedial at 8.30am-10.30am & 3pm-5pm english tuition

sunday: physics tuiton at 10pm-12pm

now you see how pack i am!!

god, and im taking up all the language tuition!!

damn freaking scared of my language! especially my angmoh! >.<

and i still got to complete all my homework at every sunday!!

SAINZZ.. HAHAA!

hmms, life had been really busy!!

so everyday i just got to repeat every routine!

so yeps, nothing much intresting happening in my life! :D

will blog if theres anything intresting! hees!

my tuition is starting in another 45mins..

gotta go preapare already!

bye! i'll blog again some time later!

with love,

kathleen!

PRESSURIZED

2011-01-23T22:08:00.005+08:00

oh man, theres school tmwr!

and im feeling super sick of it!!!

im looking forward to every weekends ever since 2011 started.

but now, hmms, dont think i can look forward to weekends anymore.

my life currently is getting more and more fucked up.

so dont blame me if one day i were to burst out crying all of a sudden!

great, i just remembered school is ending at 5.30 tmwr.

thanks to the remedials!!

oh, the best part is after school i'll be heading to tuition straight and end everything at 9PM!!

thats how fucked up it is!!

i feeling SUPER STRESSED UP!

one side is because of ________. some people may know! :|

and second is the studies and next is east zone! D:

my match is this tuesday!

and its a super important match!

a match that we got no choice but to win.

the school aint a lousy school, but a school thats quite strong i guess.

shitzz man! PRESSURIZED!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

FML!

tired

everything.

and

its

super

tired~

have

idea

what

do!

someone

help

please!

suffocating!

goodnight, bye!

im want my sleep.

withlove, kathleen.

Down the road

2011-01-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies!
I'm back for blogging with my phone again!
Um not sure if I'm able to upload the photo here. >.<
Hmms, so sorry for not blogging for so long!
Will try to blog more often! (:

Alright, yeps, my OLVL RESULTS!
I think it was super badly done!
Had b3 for both my Chinese and design and techn. So I'll be retaking my Chinese once again but not dnt. :| don't really have much time to spend on dnt either! Hees! (:
Yeah, I sound hyper now.
It's because I've recovered luhs! ;D

Let's recall back on what I've did when imnot around for blogging!
On the eh, last last sat?? Wait, gimme a min, I'll check my calendar! Oh it's on the 8th! Spent the day with arron! Then on the 11th, had sushi date with the guys as usual, supposedly to be all girls instead of guys. But none of the girls came except for me and jas.. After that, left them and headed to find arron, he came around my area to find me. So yeaps! (:

After that just yesterday, headed to ken's house to slack after school! I guess that's all I've dis in the two weeks time?? Hahaha! Other than that was just tuition and stuffs. ;D

I've got to learn to start saving money! Seriously! You know how broke I am now?? Thanks to school! We are like paying every single week for the assessments books and other school uses!
Pay till I broke! And my lunch everyday now is bread with kaya or tuna! Yes, I made the bread myself every morning and bring it to school!! Yeps, very pathetic! That's how broke I am!
I still got to thank Zhebin too! Borrowed some money from him! Yeaps, he save my life seriously! If not ice no idea to get those money to pay for all the stuffs! Oh, bet you'll be thinking why I font get it from my parents! I've work during the holidays and so I'm like using my pay for the school stuff and trying not to take money from them. They are paying for my tuition fees, so the expenses are like really alot and didnt want them to keep forging out money for me. (:
And that's why I've gone broke and start borrowing money from Zhebin!

Alright, im on my bed now and getting sleepy!
Goodnight!
With love, Kathleen!

Singapore Poly!

2011-01-07T20:34:00.001+08:00

Hellos babies!
I'm black to Blog again with my iPhone. >.<
so this gonna be a short one without any pictures alright!
Firstly, Hmms, I really bored now!!
Lying on my bed and daydreaming!!

And so today is fri! I'm suppose to have training but was replace with yesterday. So headed to Singapore poly after school with Rebecca, Lily, Joni, Andy and Donovan. Went there slack slack and ask about the course we like and stuffs!
Yeps, slack till around 3.30 then headed hone with rebecca while the rest continued to ngeeann poly! Becca and I wasn't interested about ngeeann! So yeaps! ;D

End here first! Bye!
With love, kathleen!

我并不知道自己为什么会对你产生特别好的感觉！
虽然只是那几天的相处，可是自己好像不知不觉而偷偷的喜欢上你的特别，你的风趣，你的个性。
看着自己越来越靠近你时，会突然感到害怕的滋味。害怕自己再次的受到伤害，害怕失去现在所拥有的。你的特别，风趣，个性却换来了我失去已久的微笑。而着也是为什么自己会这么的害怕失去你的所有。

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-01-05T21:44:00.005+08:00

HELLOS!

OMG, GUESS WHAT? i think im insane!

im back to falling in love with braces guys!

HAHAHA! braces guys are just cute right!

hees! honestly, braces guys just easily catch my attention. :D

ok, whatever..

hmms, im back to school. sec 5 year!

got to really chiong this time i guess. hopfully. (:

prepare to be a eagle for this year!

anw, i just feel so different recently.

since so long..

i've been smiling to my phone. (according to ain and bla bla bla)

i've been laughing to myself just like some crazy women.

the feeling of it is just so nice! :D

2011 gonna start of well!

MUAHAHAHAHAH! <3

i sprained my left pinky ysterday!

its damn pain right now and i sort of can feel the vein poping out! >.<

and great news, i still got training tmwr!

east zone schedule will be out in next week.

so god, help me once again, i need to get this match done.

pull me through out the entire game.

i've been like feeling so stressful now days though.

thanks to netball, yeaps.

im scared that we'll dissapoint my coach and..

the other coaches whom have give in so much into us.

but still i want this game!

i want medals ok!!

GRR!!

ok, losing a game is a numb to me already.

but not winning a game.

FUCK LUHS! i want second round luhs!!

its been four years lehs!

and its my last year, so i really want get this done man!!

alright, im still schooling tmwr.

so shall stop here first!

goodnight!

with love, kathleen.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

2010-12-27T13:31:00.002+08:00

hello sweeties!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

im late by 2 days, but its alright yea? :D

firstly, my N's results!

its not what i expected, i expected myself to get better than what i got.

anw, it's alright i guess. im satisfied with this results too. (:

oh yeps! i got my iPhone ~ <3

hmms, let me recall what i did for the pass few days..

ehh, on the 23rd.

headed to Melissa's condo for the netball farewell party!

super awesome one!

well, the girls just rocks! :D

then, on the 25th which is Christmas.

went to work in the morning and ended at around 5pm!

then headed to marina square for pooling once again! (:

after that headed home.

as for yesterday.

went to some condo in pasir ris, my aunt's condo.

yeps. for her birthday bbq party. (:

yes, theres like so many party(BBQ) i went for in this month!

guess what?? im suppose to loose weight.

but i ended up gaining back the weight i lost!

how sad?!?! D:

so as for this week, my diet week.

gonna go back to the weight that i've lost badly! :D

anyone thats going far east plaza,

call me ok!! i wanna go there too!

but no one wanna accompany me there! D:

so if you people going there, call me along!!! ^^

alright, shall stop here first.

and visit you back in sometime again!!

bye!!

with love, kathleen! :D

the night that never ends.

2010-12-16T02:30:00.003+08:00

hey babies!!

im back after so long! miss me? :D

on the 12/12'10 if im not wrong which is the sunday.

had class bbq and after that went on to the blast!

class bbq, which is like never once i went for the past few years i guess..

and it turns out to be real fun! theres like so many people turn up.

totally, the fun was err.. how i wish it'll never end!

hees. i love my class! muackies! :D

hmms, the blast that we continued to was at ken's house.

this came the insane part! HAHA!

we had bombay sapphire.

the we includes me, jasmin, yangkai, andrew, kenneth, zone, jerry, brice, cheeyan.

i guess that all?? and yeps, i totally went insane..

according to what the rest say and the pictures proven on jas's fb, i went drunk but not insane.

ok, but i still manage to get my way home that night!

well, i still ran away from a stalker.

that night was a total disaster man! theres like this freaky guy walking toward me and started talking to me. i guess he wanted take the same lift as me, he wears like normally?? a t-shirt and something like a basketball pants?? with the ugly smile on his face coming towards me and like "hi..."

the moment he got nearer to me i started freak out and wanted to scream. hmms, i didnt.

yeps, then i ran all the way up the stairs to my house before he catch up with me luhs!

grr, but well thinking back. why is he even doing there when its like 4am in the early morning with nothing in his hands (not even a bag, wallet or phone)?!?! and the way he dress is like so slack! god, its just freaking weird! and worst is he looks like some asshole that stalk me all the way to my house before. =.= oh whatever, this is just so freaking scary!! D:

reach home and removed my make up and went to bed straight. cause i didnt have any energy to bathe anymore. im feeling real dizzy afterall, not even a minute, i lyed on my bed like some dead ass. hees. :D woke up and had a hangover. was feeling was super terrible, cause i feel like puking but i just cant. >.<>

i swear i totally love that night man, but without the asshole part will be better. (:

oh yea, mum is chasing me to sleep, cause shes going with me to parkway parade tmwr and get my iphone4! :D weezz! hope its not OUT OF STOCK! :D

results is coming out in like one and a quarter day to go.. im scared!!

what if... yes, im totally scared!! D:

people, help me prey to all god, for all the best in my results!! CRAPZZ!

alright, goodnight lovelies!

with love, kathleen.

SIMPLE YET NICE.

2010-12-03T01:20:00.003+08:00

hi babies.

im back for blogging!

hmms, my life recently are going really simple and nice. (:

working on alternate days and training on alternate days.

yepps, that how simple it is.

im fine with how it is right now, its making me feel really nice.

so if you wanna date me out,

tell me at least one week earlier. :D

yeps, as everyone knew.

i had a week of "runaway" from singapore.

i bet everyone living here wanna get out of this place too!

firstly, it really suffocates me.

theres no time for me to let down everything,

theres no time for me to even take a really deep breathe.

my mood isnt really good these days. >.<

ok, i wanna say i hate something but better not say it out.

before i get sue by some assholes. :D

hmms, lets think...

i miss roger tay alot!!

yeps, and all thanks to the "guy island" we got drifted.

really far y'know! and i hate it so much. >.<

then next its like junwei??

though he isnt as close as i was to roger.

but still all thanks to that and got like fucking drifted alot.

and next will be idk, maybe that stupid zhebin??

i don't like it when people and me got drifted really far apart.

when we used to laugh of shits around.

yepps, hate it really really so freaking much!

alright, idk why im coming into this topic too.

but just, I DONT LIKE IT!

alright change topic, back to my KL trip.

oh god, there are like really shopping heaven!

with all the cheapo stuffs and nice clothing!

those malls there cant compare with local ones!

hahaha! local ones are like "EXPENSIVE" man! >.<

anw, im still working tmwr.

so i shall stop here!

goodnight! bye!!

with love, kathleen. (:

everything will be alright.

2010-11-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

i accidentally delete the previous post! crappzz.

hmm, all i said was just kenji is HOT is this mv. (:

game over!

2010-11-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

hellos, im back for posting after weeks. (:

hmms, for the last friday to sunday.

was working from like 7am to either 11pm, 8pm or 9pm.

yeah, it was super awesome for the last day!!

though is super tiring but at the same time had so much fun!

oh, and theres this aunty, shes damn cute!!

shes mao qiong aunty! the best aunty ever.

HAHAHAHA!

and another kimchu aunty who recognized ain as me.

she cant differentiate me and ain and she say both of like look super alike.

HAHAHA! some was like if both of you the firnge is on the same side.

you both will look totally alike. AHAHAHA!

i should be hounoured yea??

being alike with such a babe!

hees, i just love her ttm!!

alright, i miss barclay!! >.<

oh ya!! one thing is lianyi, workmate, thought that andrew and i, jasmin and junrong and yangkai and ain comes in 3 different couple. hahahahaha!

this is damn freaking funny.

all of us was like WHAT THE HEL?!?! NO!!!

hahahahahaha!

JOKE TTM!!! and i miss work. >.<

gonna get back to work only if im back from KL. (:

and had a match today!

i love my girls so much!!

played 7 games and won 4 of it. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

im so happy that we eventually can link each other well.

cause its the first time we playing as a team together. :D

love all the girl ttm!

and carissa, gawd!!

CARI!! WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?!?!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH AFTER SCHOOL CLOSED. D:

I MISS ANOOYING AND IRRITATIING YOU!! DD:

OH AND SHE SAID SOMETHING SUPER NICE TODAY!!!

SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE "NO MATTER WHAT YOU STILL GOT ME!"

AWWWWW!!! THATS THE REASON FOR HER TO BE MY WIFEY!

WIFEY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

LIKE SERIOUSLY!

I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU IMMEDIATELY!

and finally, the busy week is over.

and i wont be in singapore for a week.

im gonna enjoy myself outside man!!

my body is aching so badly now though.

haas! cant wait for the shopping spreeee!! :D

i got something to tell zhebin and darling!!

so yes! ZHEBIN AND DARLING TEXT ME SOON!

hahahaha! maybe im gonna text you when im off. :D

alright, shall stop here now.

goodbye!

with love, kathleen!

HAPPY 4th MONTH

2010-11-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

firstly, HAPPY 4th MONTH hubby. (:

yeps, and today got back my phone like finally?

after one week plus of repairing. =.=

i miss my phone so much uh!! HEES.

and thanks xuetin for her spare phone ehh.

though its quite sucky but afterall save my week for not having a phone.

hmms, worked on Saturday.

and its a super unpleasant one. D:

worked for around 7.5hrs but seems like working for more than 10hours.

yeps, met up with everyone a payalebar mrt one hour earlier.

and thought that when eating that time no need to rush.

but only had like 5mins to eat. =.=

which also means must rush = no mood to eat.

cause the feeling for rushing the food down your tummy isnt nice. >.<

then during the dinner, had spillage.

and its like 12 glass of beer spill at the same time,

worst of all is it spill on me but not the guest! D:

and in between also had some unpleasant things happened to my team members.

was feeling super hungry after work too!

headed down to 85market to grab supper with

yangkai, jasmin, andrew, chris and jiansheng.

after eating walked to some place with the rest except for yangkai.

and cabbed home with jiansheng. :D

yeps, and that for saturday. (:

as for today?

everything is super chinese! :D

yeps, super scared for this upcoming wednesday!

omg, i need A1 badly for chinese! D:

prey hard for me! :D

end here.

with love, kathleen. (:

busy week ahead.

2010-11-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

hellos lovelies!~

hmms, how life?

well, just finished D&T olvls, and screw it.

some of the questions are totally like... "how would i know??"

but the minute when you really hand in the scripts, its like thank god, its over.

ok, cause i've been waiting for these day like so long!

no more troubles about d&t. i love it!

next would be chinese. another subject that i really love alot.

but the more you expect the more disappointment you'll be facing.

oh, screw it, i've no idea how am i suppose to study for it. >.<

thats the worst thing ever. CRAPZZ..

anw, im back to team again!! i miss the team so much yeah? :D

first training was like not much?? just played a few matches.

yet my muscles are like aching like crapzz for these days. D:

but im just looking forward to every training!

and hopefully every training is in indoor court so theres no SUN!

and i wont be TAN! :D

going to be super busy for the upcoming week.

lets list out my schedule:

06nov - work.

09nov - training.

10nov - chinese olvls!

11nov- training.

12 to14nov - work.

16nov- training.

18nov - training.

19nov - match!

20 to 27nov - oversea!

there goes my one month!!

and yeps, training seems to took up most of my time.

and now, i got to plan my work days.

hmms, i guess. all the bext for me to study chinese yeah??

HAHAHA!

bye lovelies!

with love, kathleen.

one last lap, and it'll be done.

2010-10-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

hellos, im back.

guess what i just heard??

most of my chinese classmates isnt studying for chinese!

HAHAHAHA! even charlie says so.

Charlie says: chinese, hai, retakeing
i also lazy go study le
clear maths and dnt first luh.

he and i got the same thinking! HA!

i dont wanna study chinese anymore!

so o lvl chinese, i'll just take you base on my luck and see how far i can go. (:

hmms, hows my dnt going??

lets see.. im currently at machanism?

yeps, and it takes me like more than two days already.

4nov is dnt olvls! god, do you think i can complete the whole four chapters?

anw, for dnt theory, i dont ask for more but just a slightly high passing will do.

cause i know that my theory really cannot make it.

CRAPZZ.. im depending on my journal in fact.

i guess tmwr i'll be starting on electronics and thats going to take me like 4 days to finish!

all the best for me luhs, i dont like electronics.

and i didnt really touch any on design process too! D:

i need more time!!

oh ya! and guess what?

theres no dnt assesment book at all??

i didnt know that! MUAHAHAHAHA!

and the best part is my teacher aint uploading the answers for us!

and we cant check answers!

_|_

alright, somehow i miss working so much!!

getting back to work once i've clear this shit out of me!!

chinese is on the 10nov!!

then after chinese, on the 12 13 and 14 nov will be working!

WEEEZZ, cant wait! :D

and after the 10nov, im like finally free from this crap!

muahahahaha, i cant wait... :D

and i wanna go shopping with AIN too!!

Christmas sales! faster arrive!!

i wanna shop like MAD!!

and i want my iphone4!! im left with like 300bucks to go.

hopefully i can earn 300bucks from the 3days of work!

alright, i shall stop here first.

bye! withlove, kathleen.

stuck with mugging

2010-10-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

Im BORED!

yeps, im super bored and stuck at home mugging for dnt.

its like sucking my blood bit by bit, cause its making me go crazy! D:

how hard can dnt be?? omg, i hate theory.

im so stuck at so many questions right now.. DD:

oh god,

i pray hard that the dnt and chinese paper will turn out to be manageable for me alright?

alright, um.

went ehub, superdog to studied with andrew yest.

i studied! yeps, but very little only.

manage to write out the whole notes on STRUCTURES only.

not bad i guess.

and the study session is so like more of playing andrew's iphone games.

hahaha! cause both of us suck at dnt theory.

hmms, what should i bl0g??

anw, i miss cari and ain so much.

heees. cant wait to see them again!!

bye!

withlove, kathleen.

BACK TO YOU, BABY.

2010-10-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hi blogger! im back to you!

HAHAHAHAHA!! yeps, im super unsatisfied with onsugar's theme.

that the reason for why im back here again.

and, sorry readers for the change of link again.

relink me alright?? thanks so much!

i just remember something, i lost my hubby's blog link.

in fact i lost all the links. thats why theres no links here. (:

hmm, i wonder whose the person that asked me that question on formspring.

dying to know who is he or she.

but he/she claims that i dont know him/her. D:

oh crapzzz...

anw, hope you people like the current theme.

leave me a tag alright? :D

with love, kathleen.

another day ahead

2010-10-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

i just changed the theme of the background.
yeps, and i think its quite ugly and hard to read the text.
but just bear with it alright. (:

umm, just back from JB last night.
and hubby had gone to malaysia.
he didnt tell me only till i saw his offline msges on msn.
CRAP.. i miss him so much!!!
and i've no idea when he is coming back. =.=

hmms, on uh fri? worked for like 18 hours!
yeps, shiock ttm. its fun too!

i got to start studying! today i did a few questions on dnt.
then i gave up? cause its too hard!
and i started doing notes, after that, im bored and decided to change the theme.
and it took me like hours! but im still unsatisfied with the theme.
maybe i should use back blogger.
im much more familar with that. (:

so yeps, i'll change it to blogger once im free from o lvls. (:

will be having studying session with andrew tmwr again!

shall stop here first.
bye! withlove, kathleen.

Child's EYE!

2010-10-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

alright, im just back from watching CHILD"S EYE.

quite a nice movie i guess. yeps, and i think 3D would be alot more shiok then to 2D.
hmms, after that had dinner at BBQ chicken and arcade.
didnt arcade for quite long time already.

anw, im sick. D:
yes, FML! have been having flu for 3 days.
and worked yest with my flu for 12 hours. GREAT!
was super super tired. and thanks jasmin and andrew for the tablets so much!
cause i finish mine, so yeah. thanks so much for all the medicines.
and thanks zhebin for cursing me to be sick yea?? and nagging that i didnt know how to take care of myself. =.=

GOD, REALLY FML LUHS!!!
I SEEMS TO BE SO TROUBLED OVER SOME THINGS AGAIN. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
everything is like so so screwed! AHHHHH~

goodnight!
with love, kathleen.

天啊！我真的好烦哦。
我真的不知道怎么做了，有何人能够教教我？
想当做没事，说真的我做不到！
可是知道了却不知道怎么做。
我有好多好多话想对你说，可是该从哪里开始呢？

CRAPS. (:

2010-10-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

ok, im bored and im back for blogging again.

i just found out smth! theres people viewing my blog by typing uh.. "charlyn's birthday cake, carissa fucking fetch, im having cough, ong chin hoe, intresting facts about the back and www.fuck.com.sg". yeah, what the hell?? yes, what the hell?? its funny somehow? >.<

its tuesday and im like super bored at home right now?? how?? theres more days to go! oh freak. i miss mugging like crap somehow now. HAHAHAHAHAA! :D im a weirdo alright. im somehow in love with studying. =.= especially POA!! omg! i manage to balance for n lvls!!!!! IM SUPER HAPPY FOR THAT LUHS!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! KATHLEEN LIM QIAO XIAN MANAGE TO BALANCE HER POA PAPER!! ahhhhh! HAHAHAHA! HAPPY LIKE CRAP! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

ok, um, sec 4 so called "left" the school already. and its like super bored in school already. cause theres no sec 4s presence except for us?!?! so not freaking nice! receieved a letter from a jamie? ha, was abit awkard though. and yeps, i should spent some time on replying her letter. >.< its so so out of the blue when lily passed me the letter. and while reading its like i wanna explain everything to her and tell her alot alot of things! cause shes one of my bestfriend afterall. we were once so so so close but now, we're drifted so far apart. CRAP, SCREW LIFE INDEED!

how fast time passes? i seems to be like just entering sec one like a month ago? ha, and secondary 4 life is like ending so soon!
tell you some secrets, i miss the times quarrelling with so many people. :D
lets see:
sec one, i quarrelled with whole class of my girls, renee, yangkai, kenneth, jasmin.
sec two, rebecca, ain, adrian, qishan, xuetin, jasmin, junkai, zhebin.
sec three, jamie, zhebin. (cant really remember)
and sec four, rebecca.
those that i can remember clearly was yangkai, kennth, jasmin, jamie, ain, qishan, rebecca and whole class of my girls.
yeah, thats like so many luhs! especialy sec one and two, rebellious times! ha, i think theres more but i cant really remember. LOL?
thats how fuck up my life is. (:

ahh, ok, i shall just stop here first.
byebye again! :D

ps, im in loce with that clock above! :D

WORK w 10classmates!

2010-10-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

HELLOS! :D

N LEVELS IS OVER!! LETS PARTY! :D
haahaha! but o level is coming in like 3 more weeks.

ohyea, was working last night with jasmin, ain, sebas, gabriel, andrew, yangkai, junshen, junrong, junkai, cheeyan.
yeps, 10 other classmates! AND IT WAS FUN!!!! :D
though its quite tiring cause didnt work for like quite long but was indeed fun! :D

and on the 101010, its hubby's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY! :D

lastly, 081010
its our 3 monthsary again! :D

HAHAHAHHAHA! :D

i wanna highlight my hair again this coming hoiliday! who wanna join me? :D

byebye! withove, kathleen!

Alone ; SELF

2010-09-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

hellos lovelies!

how life? days have been better now days? yeps, hopefully.
um, actually i doubt so too. >.<

anw, i wanna say that i hate the feeling of crying to yourself, i swear.
its like the worst nightmare ever.
hmms, i've no idea why i always cry to myself also.
guess what?
if theres this day where everyone can cry out loud, i bet the whole world will be crying please!

[in fact, you'll sleep better after you cry. :D]

and one thing i couldnt understand myself its like.
today, i walked pass her, and my heart literally sinked to my toe.
i've no idea why!! OMG, some experts tell me please.
its seems to be like she might hurt me in some ways?? but i dont get it??
like what they say, what should i be afraid of when i already won the battle?

FML, first it was her and now it is another her.
how long will all this end man?
ok, i seems to be so stressed up over everything.
truefully, i dont feel any stress at all?? but just the feeling of scared?
HAHAHAHA!

well, im insane.
in fact, its nice being insane in some ways, you dont need to worry about anything that going on!
and you just live your life freely! how nice?? :D

p/s: sorry for the "EMO" posts these days. >.< just hang there with me!

goodnight, im off to my bed.
take care people, most people is falling sick recently!

TOTAL disappointment.

2010-09-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

oh fuck, two teacher told me the same thing in one go. and im feeling fucking terrible and suck. D:
both of them was like, what happen?? i didnt expect this. and all i can say was "IDK".
HELLO?!?!, KATHLEEN LIM QIAO XIAN, you suck to the fucking core if you realised that.
i just feel like crying my lungs out and not think about anything, but it just hurts so much.

thanks so much babe, ain.
for offering me a hug though i didnt accept it cause i'll burst out crying if i were to hug you. >.<
thanks for the encouragement too, but yeah, you understand my feelings.

i expected it to turn out this way, but i never expect it to turn out so badly in fact.
whats happening to me? i have no idea how am i suppose to answer that. but i know its time to wake up.
my confidence level of A1 is so low now, and i'm like wondering how can i make up everything in just like one month time.

IM SCARED.

with love, kathleen.

(insert a word) - LESS

2010-09-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK THIS!
i"ve got so much to say and this aint a safe place for me to spit every single shit out.
hmms, shall start with school..school, a place that lightens me up more than home. cause theres my lovely babes! :D
im so bored at home right now and i feel like sleeping once again.yeps, as usual im always sleeping at home.

oh yea, my life currently is just so so BORING!
no life is the best description for it.

你知道吗，我从来都没这么的烦过。
生活简直可以用黑白来形容。

even now, i wanted continue those two sentences but i've not idea of any descriptive words to describe my current life!
yeps, its like a roller coaster and now its like travelling at the most most slow and peaceful speed where there is no excitement at all.

i miss so MANY things:
1. i miss guai lan-ing, training, take bus, gossipping, fighting with QUAHLILY!!
omg, lily, look at this man!! i said i miss you, i miss spending those childish times with you. >.<
im super lazy to name what i miss, aiya, i just miss every single shit in my life. :D

some kind souls, listen up, i need your ear! maybe i should find an imaginery friend!
oh, wheres JIMMY?? HHAHAHA!

oh oh~
look at this stupid quiz that jasmin called me to take on facebook. somehow its so TRUE!!
Analyze your Future Relationship!
Dear Kathleen Lim, A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who are unbridled and free.In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being creative, so you're not bored.

웃 :The impression you'd like to give to your lover is loyal and faithful.
웃 :One reason that would make you break up with your partner ---
웃 :is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
웃 :The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner ---
웃 :is one where you can talk about everything and anything.
웃 :No secrets are kept.
웃 :Would you commit adultery? You can't resist desire and lust.
웃 :Most probably you'll commit adultery.
웃 :About marriage, you think marriage is a precious thing.
웃 :Once you get married, you'll treasure your partner very much.
웃 :About love, at this moment,
웃 :you think of love as a commitment for both parties.

ok, may be dumb to trust all this but it is so.. FUN. :D

shall stop here, bye!
signing off, kathleen.

BREAKFREE from FUCKTARD subjects. :D

2010-09-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

hi baby!alright, i wanna say im feeling sort off relax now cause i finally get rid of 2 subjects that i dislike it alot. :Dwhich is um, english and social studies. WEEZZZ~so now, shall concentrate on the other few.its coming up in like 29 days time! oh, and tell you a little secret, i think i screwed my social studies paper. D:its like a piece of shit instead of a piece a cake. >.

PHYSCO MOOD. >.<

2010-08-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

OMG LUHS!!

guess what?? im super physco for getting a IPHONE4 right now?!?!?!
ok whateer, cause m never a iphone fans..
but now, errr.. different. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

anw, i need to work?? anyone intro?? :D
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! YES i needa work like after my N LVLS!! :D
INTRO PLS !!

BLAHS, im PHYSCO right now. >.<

anw, i needa save up super badly..
like err. i wanna get a new urban male PINK bag pack!!
im like super in need of money lorhs!
GAWD!! /;

btw, my results is like so far so good. except for LITERATURE!
i have no idea and i flunk it so badly. DD:
and thank god theres SS there to pull me up?
WEIRD EHH?? should be lit pull ss up but now its a different way. >.<
SS is getting on my way and doing it much more better than any other exams. :D
SO YEPS!! current mood, love SS and TRYING TO GET BACK CONFIDENCE FOR LIT!
literature is like first time fail anf first time flunk till super badly.
MY HEART IS STLL ACHING WHILE LOOKING AT THE RESULTS! D:

nehmind, i can do better for NLVLS.
anw, im like aiming 10 points for nlvls. its not too low right?? >.<
ALL THE BEST FOR MYSEF MAN!! IM GONNA STUDY HARD!! :D

stop here, post nect time again.

love, kathleen♥

THANKS BABES!

2010-08-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

first, wanna thank those that wish me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
hahahaha! abit unexpected from some people but really thank so much!
and, thanks for all the present that i recieved. really really like it alot!! thanks lovely. :D

BDIV' 2010 NETBALLERS + ANNABELLE + XINRUI:
JIAYING, MENGLEE, JINGWEN, KELLY AND CHARLYN.
THANK YOU GIRLS FOR MAKING THE EFFORT TO GET THE PRESENTS I LIKE AND THE PIECE OF BIRTHDAY CAKE AND THE BIRTHDAY SONG. :D
I REALLY LIKE IT ALOT AND APPRECIATE IT ALOT. :D
THANKS FOR MAKING IT A LOVELY ONE. :D
THANKS BABES!

AIN:
THANKS FOR THE CARD!
ITS REALLY DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE! :D
AND MAKING THE EFORT TO COME TO MY HOUSE TO PASS ME THE CARD. :D
LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE!!

XUETIN, SHYYING AND MINGXIN UNCLE:
THANKS FOR THE TREAT AND THE LOVELY PINK WALLET!
LOVE YOU BABES!! :D HAHAHAAHAHHAHAH!!

JASMIN AND HENRY:
THANKS FOR THE PRESENT TOO!!
CAUSE ITS THE PRESENT WANNA GET SO, REALLY LOVE IT! :D

and the rest,
thanks for staying up late to wish me. :D
2010, 16th birthday, its a fabulous one! :D
locked in my heart. :DD

loves, kathleenlimqiaoxian

ONE MONTHSARY!

2010-08-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

hellos people!

im back back! after, uh 7 days?? :D
hahahaha! firstly, HAPPY ONE MONTH WITH HUBBY!!! :DDDDD

so for this week?? hmms, almost gone crazy for D&T!!
have been chionging for the whole entire week just to hand it in time.
and now, though im done but not really satisfied with my journal.
hopefully mdm mariam isnt heartless and return us our journal to allow us add more things uh. :DD

and prelims is starting in like 2 more days time!!
god~ i havent been studying. all i did was o read ss and nothing seems to go in my head??

DEAD~

hope i can cope it well!!!
wish me all the best! :DD

MOVIES.

2010-08-01T02:44:00.000+08:00

hellos!
just return back home not long ago!

hmms, caught this movie w love:

on uh, 30 july. super comedy movie...
hmms, i gues if your sad you should spend money to go watch this show. LOL??
and today, had dinner with henry's family..
photo up on FACEBOOK!
so view it if you would like to. (:
after that.. caught...

yeps, this insane movie...
kind of super scaryyyy... but at the same time very violent!! GAWD...

yeps.. thats like everything?? prelims coming in a week time. /:

GREW UP MENTALLY

2010-07-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

i feel so mature today. (:

had a heart to heart talk with jingwen today at bedok inter.
everything seems so different now.

突然发现我们真的长大了，看世界的角度已经没有这么的专注在一个范围内。
反而世界好像变得越来越大，似乎你已经没有能力把它再次扛起。
人生的意义你了解吗？
总是觉得天掉了下来，我都不用怕，因为一定会有个路人停下来帮我扛起。
可是生活好像变得越来越显示，帮一个人时，总会看看会有什么样的回报。
有时会想象自己生活在一个没有家人，朋友或情人的圈子里。
同时也会觉得好孤独。
可是有了一切，并觉得不孤独反而害怕失去一切。
你相信童话吗？
*COPYRIGHTED*

yeps, i feel that i need to have a serious chat with mum soon!
havent been talking much to her nowdays, even dad too.
every night when she returns home, it seems that i've got so so much to talk to her!

I LOVE HEART TO HEART TALK. (:
every heart to heart talk, i feel that everything is different now. (:
everything that is so unexpected happened...
i've got no say anymore upon those things. D:

* i am damn sad today! didn't text hubby for the whole entire day y'know.. godd, where is he now? >.< *

signing off, kathleen.

ps: copyrighted for the chinese words, so ask my permission before copy paste. (:

YOU'VE MADE MY DAY

2010-07-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

hellos!

i'm happy today. (: i've been smiling to myself ever since...
kel said: "qiaoxian! stop smiling to yourself, it seems so eerie."

like i've said, everything has not been going so smoothly these day.
so many things had happened in just 3 days, and everything seemed to be ruined.
though something bad happened today again. but why im happy? cause i finally know something that i wanted long ago.
my girls will be the first to know if anything happens. PROMISED! :D
i saw something i've never thought of...
i've understand the meaning of " do not judge a book by its cover "
though its just a word, but it seriously made my day. :D

i seriously hope it wont be like what i thought of uh. >.<
hopefully it will be like what my girls say..

and bitches out there, better take in these words:
“谁的男人你都能抢，可是如果你抢了朋友的男人，后果自负！”
i swear, especially my friend, whom tries to snatch mine. i shall say, our friendship is over.
i know i'm being mean by saying these out but thats what every girls think..

so don't tries to be funny out there..

ps, i will not hide any of my feelings.

signing off, kathleen.

SYMPHONY OF COLOURS

2010-07-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

hellos!!!

SATURDAY SHOPPINF WITH MENGLEE, JASMIN AND REBECCA was AWESOME!!

yeps, we shopped for the whole entire day starting from 1pm. :D walked around the whole bugis street, and didnt find the dress that both me and menglee like. so went iluma shop. didnt find any that we like so went back to bugis street to find jas and becca. lastly, i finally found my dress. :D time flies so quickly!! and till 5, jas went off... so the 3 of us headed to somerset 313. :D bought menglee's dress and headed back to bugis for my dog. LOL?! came home after that. when reached home, remembered that i forgot to buy something, so went city plaza to search for it.. didnt find any.. when leaving city plaza, saw the guys and jas going for supper so joined them along.. went geylang for supper. AWESOME DAY! reached home at around 11. :DD

NEXT UP, MEGA CONCERT

last night was an awesome day too!!

went jasmin's house before heading to the concert. :D meet up with the guys, waited for tecksoon and waikiat to come along then headed to the concert. :D
hmms, photos is up on my facebook, kathleen lim. :D after the concert, went with the guys to tanjong pagar fro supper. after that went meet tecksoon and his clique to slack. :D seems awkward with his clique though.. hahaha. :D headed home at around 1.30am. :D AWESOE NIGHT!!

lastly, i feel like confronting this person with the sentence " FUCK OFF AND STOP SEDUCING MY BOY! "

signing off, kathleen. :D

bad bad NEWS.

2010-06-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

hellos,

hmms, first day of school. was as bring as ever. yepps.
went in to school and received a super good news, "maths test postpon to thursday."
GREAT NEWS, cause i dint stud for a single shit uh.

and next after that received 2 super bad news. D:
o lvl chinese oral is on this thurs, 01/07/2010. so people, 祝我好运！
and the other bad news was that im being transferred to ms morni class for english with all the physco people. D;
*physco people = noisy ass*
though i dont know hows ms morni's teaching but i heard that shes quite bad. and with all the physco people it'll become worst afterall. D;
damn sad right?!?! i know. DD; and the subject is ENGLISH! worst subject..

ok, lastly. wonder why the picture above is that??
cause menglee and i is going shopping for clothes for mega concert on this coming friday, 02/07.
WOOHOOO! since so long i last hang out with her for SHOPPING! looking forward to it! :DD

SUFFERING TIME

2010-06-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

hellos, back for blogging.

hmms, return from melaka! enjoy the shopping days there! :D was SUPER FUN!
and now after enjoying, its turn for suffering.
theres still tons of homeworks waiting for me to do. D:
SHAGG..

as for my life, tons of things changing and tons of things happening. >.<
considering to quit my job eh.. and join darren for his job.
should i???

oh, and probably im going to m'sia once again. :D
find my cousins there?? hahaa! i miss them badly!

HOPEFULLY!

signing off, kathleen.

JOKE BY H & J

2010-06-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

hellos,
just here to post a joke about what jasmin says. :D

henry: (gave jas his iphone) " you stare at this picture for 30 seconds then you look on a piece of white paper then you will see jesus. "
jas: " really?? you count for me lehs.. "
henry: [one thousnd... two thousand... {continuing} thirty thousand] " stare on a piece of paper now. "
jas: (stare on a piece of paper, 5 sec later) " ehh, i see nothing luhs. "
henry: " really will work one! im not kidding, you really can see jesus! "

so yeah, both of them kept aruguing..
then jas says..

" EHH, JUST NOW I CLOSE MY EYES AND I SAW A LONG HAIR DUDE! "

henry replied: " THATS JESUS! "

and guess what?? jas herself is a christian and she named jesus as a DUDE!

WHAT A JOKE. :D

JOY;PEACE

2010-05-29T12:24:00.000+08:00

hellos, will be working later! :D
yunqi too, hopefully same ballroom and hopfully today we not under manto. cause manto dont allow me OT. D:
hahaha, and best if nothing goes wrong like that day and hopefully shengmei working and the girlf is not! :D

last note, im damn happy caue my third sis went oversea! :D

PONDER reflect WONDER

2010-05-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

im back for today again.
was looking through blogs and i saw this sentence "once taken a guy as a replacement and she regretted for hurting him".
hmmms, have you ever ponder about this?? i guess most people do this right?? hahaha!
finds it cute actually, cause i once did it and regretted for doing it to him to. :S
i've no idea why, but the world is just born to be like this.
you'll never know who is trying to hurt you where ever you are.
why did the world bacame such a hypocrite one? D:

im so pissed!

2010-05-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

WOW! your chinese is so power uh?? 肝 is kidney and 胃 is liver. wow?? super power siol! im so impress by your fucking chinese and your fucking teaching! how the fuck did you even became a teacher?? oh, im so sorry to say so. though its very saddening, but i still got to tell you the fact that you failed to become a teacher, if you knew that. i guess you didnt know that as youre so arrogant to boss about how good your chinese is. oh come one, if you dont even know a single english about your own organs, i guess its the time for you to dig a grave and bury yourself inside! mother fucker! challenge you?? oh comeon, hmmms. i dont even need to challenge you! its alright for you to complain about me to the principle or whatever. but so what?? im SO scared?!?! if you wanna challenge about complaining, come on, something make sense that you will obviously lose isn't it?? if i were to complain about you to the MOE and guess where will you go next?? prepare to buy a coffin for yourself luhs! oh sorry, i just remember, im currently working so i guess i've got enough money and out of kindness i shall buy you a coffin. SEE! you should thank me for it uh! CHEEBYE! fuckoff luhs. waste my time on you! just a last note for you, * learn your english propely and come back to chllenge me*. though my english isnt that good but i guess its better than you. (: 要我向你道歉，你想得没！我不会尊重那些不会尊敬我的人。

on GOING life.

2010-05-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

hellos.
since long ago when i last post uh.

hmms, as for my life, everything was fine.
and as fr results. though i did quite badly but i guess theres still improvement.
yea, im quite happy about it. but i did very badly for my english! DD:
i manage to fail it. D: which shows that my ENGLISH is CMI. D:
i need a english tutor uh? hahaha! someone intro?

actually i have no idea on what to post but i just feel like posting a post. not allowing my blog to rot.
umm, the songs im currently addicted to??

我们没有在一起 by 刘若英

and

one less lonely girl by justin bieber

also, addicted to this drama: PS MAN
i thought it was a not bad show. but its still on air at SUGOIDEAS.
Description: After Xia He Jie was arrested for crashing a private event that Amanda attended, he was sentenced to 158 hours of community service in a kindergarten. And thus, it began the most hellish 158 hours of his life. There he met Ma Xiao Qian, a teacher who not only didn’t fall for his charming personality like the rest of the female population, she made him suffer for every minute of his community service. What he didn’t know was that Xiao Qian was a former neighbor who he had bullied relentlessly as a child. Now, she is bend on revenging for the miserable childhood that she endured under his tyrannical reign.

i've been shopping online recently. and came across to this webby on nuffnang!

*click on the images to visit link*

for shoppers:

for retailers:

and i think is a really nice web for you too shop at! there is like most of the link on the reliable blogshop uh.
so dont need worry you orders will not arrive to you. unless you're so unlucky that something goes wrong with the post uh.
hahaha. so people like xuetin or maybe xiaofeng?? break leg right? then cannot shopping.
so this the nice web for you to go on shopping.

alright, i shall just stop here first.
byebye!

Pink NIKE pretty track shoeeessss. (L)

2010-05-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

hmmmm, guess what i see on NUFFNANG webbyy?
i saww..

GOD! this pair of track shoe is so so freaking CHIO, PRETTAYE and PINKY!! im so in love with this shoes uh.. cause its pink! and this colour is like the nicest colour of all pink?? hahas. im so in LOVE with this shoes!!
i bet becca will be crazy if she see this. :D but i guess shes not that insane like me over pink. >.<
ts so freaking pretty lorhs..

but sadly..
i just got my new pair of shoes like like months ago??
why didnt this come out earlier?? CRIES... DD:
alright, off i go.

i just wanted to show you guys this pretty shoe that NIKE is selling. :D
GO GET IT NOW IF YOU LOVE PINK! :D I'LL BE JEALOUS. D:

Rush rush rush, im out of timeyyyy...

2010-05-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

hellos~

im freaking bored now at xuetin's house.
planned to study with her ss but me ended up doing maths instead of ss. D:
see?? thats what i mean by i cant do SS. it just suck afterall.

SREW SOCIAL STUDIES! BORINGEST SUBJECT EVER!

people, teach me some techniques to memorise ss lehs...
im so freaking dead cause SS MID YEAR is coming up in like.. err... let me count..
ONE FRAKING DAY?!?!

oh gosh, so dead! DD:
alright.. stop whining. [:

er er er errr..
i bet the whole singapore secondary school students is studying now~
i want all my notes to be in pink!! but its such a waste of ink. D:
hmmms.
why cant teachers print my notes in pink??
why cant the publisher publish the book in pink??
why they dont sell pink wrapper for book??
why i cant search for a pink wallet i like??
why cant i love SS just like i love pink??

AAAAAHHHH~ my head is bursting soon. *cries*

i guess im staying overnight at xuetin's house tonight again?? hahs.
shall confirm with her later. shes off for tuition, and im alone at her house..
alright,
i shall post again uh.
like after my SS MY?? hopefully...
i apologies for not posting so frequently now days uh..

bye readers! TAKE CARE!!

PS: Drink more water alright, dont fall sick during exams period. >.<

Asian civilization museum...

2010-04-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

I forgot to bring my HEART along with me when i left you;
now i'm left alone heartless.

heyhey all!

take a look at this! UV TATTOOS. if i were to get a tattoo, i'll get these!
its so freaking COOOOOOOOL. (loves)

i didnt manage to upload the video here as there no html i guess.. so yepps, i gotta put the link there.
i feel so freaking shag right now! im down with a fever and cough. DD:
worst of all i still got work tmwr. so dead.. >.<

went asian civilization museum today together with the temasek primary 4 students.
and us being a lousy guide there.. /: but i still got grade A from them! WEEEE~

shall stop here first! BYE!

ps: where the ahem is pohzhebin?! he went MIA! DDD:

NETBALLERS RETIRED!

2010-04-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

hellos!

back from school one hour ago. yeps.
free to post??

alright, tue (13/04),
sec 4 netballers officially retired! and left with me alone now. >.<

yepps, almost all up. :D
stop her! byebye!

Post

2010-04-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

Before you judge me, take a good look at you.

theres a word called "RUDE"

2010-04-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

hellos,

after so long and im back for posting uh..
never use computer that often anymore. so yepps.
have been working, chiong dnt and TUITION (boring-est thing ever).

yesterday work at swissotel merchant court, not a nice place to work at but the nice thing is that its at clarkquay! so guess what illegal thing you can do at clark quay at my age?? LOL? having fun with yunqi and yunlin yesterday!

oh yes! i cannot stand guys that call their girlsfriend to ask a girl for number!
when working yesterday, then a girl approach me to ask for my number? so i refused to give her. and she started with you got byfriend?? then if you dont have can you consider my friend?? he is really a nice guy?? can you consider him?? why not you give me your number then both of you can know each other better?? what the... like excuse me?? if i refuse to give then forget it luhs! no need like.. you know. and in the first place i dont even know the guy?? and you want me to give him my number? are you kidding me?? you check on my details is rude enough luhs?! its like you want to know anything about me can just ask me right?? best is you call me the wrong name then i tell you my name is not that and you scold your friend about he checking the wrong details infront of me?? what the... ahhh... whatever.

its been so many times like that ever since i started working.. screw this...
nevermind.. off i go now. shall post again when i got the aura to.
bye all. :D

I Will Always Love You

2010-04-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

this guy voice is so so freaking powerful! :DD

Post

2010-03-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

hellos readers.
tonight will be a photospam uh.. so just bear with me uh. :D there are like 55 pics to go uh. /:

elearning day : 08march10.

temasek grand carnival - 13/03

xuetin's birthday - 17/03

TAG concert - 20/03

yeps, thats about it. :D
im not going to write about anything, will post again tmwr i guess.
currently chatting with chantecksoon on the phone so yeps.
BUSY~ post again barhs! :D

黃鴻升(小鬼) - 不屑

2010-03-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

黄鸿升(小鬼) ~ 搞砸了

2010-03-10T19:24:00.000+08:00

我累了，真的累了。。。

2010-03-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

hellos all~
back for posting!

I AM SUPER DISSAPOINTED AT SOMEONE.
super y'know!! not dissapointed only.
i have no idea when are you going to tell me the truth but i'll just wait for you to tell me the fact though i've already know every single thing thats happening..
i am pissed also.. not only pissed but very pissed~

my muscles are aching badly. D:
after yesterday training, it had gone for the worse?? shaggg...

oh, did i mention a got a new phone on the 7 march 2010! weeee~
i got...

the phone i wanted long ago? :D

and i got it. using my own MONEY!! and IM BROKE NOW?!
shagggg. LOL.

anw, thanks to the bunch of crazy sec 4 netballers.
thanks for cheering me up and stuffs. :D i love you girls so much!
once they're gone, i'll be so dead and bored le. DD:
sighhhh....

im feeeling, mentally and physically tired??
cant really wait for next week break to come..
too tired for everything now days. all of a asudden so many things are happening..
so yup not mentioning whats happening but ya..
no mood for everything..

sorry to junrong and people?
cause they came joking with me?? then i was like pushing them away?? telling them i've got no mood to joke with them so dont play with me??
not pms-ing luhs. but just no mood and no appetite and stuff.
feeling tired is all i can say. yepps.

alright, post again next time. (:
byebye, takecare.

PS: Dont try to hide things from me, i'll still find it out one day. [TRY ME]

if you could answer those questions.

2010-03-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

hellos,

had the stupid mass cip today.. was super horrible. D: went till BISHAN just to do this stupid cip thingy..

shag shag shag shag... went with lily, door to door. almost every door was close and we have to like keep knocking on their doors especially when theres no door bell... HORRIBLE!! worse was to kena reject by them!! =.= hmmms, my legs are like aching badly. D:

anw, had work yesterday! incredibly fun with liang yue and yun qi. :D next time we gotta work together! hahaha! if not no fun le. hehs. had red wine, brandy and whisky. hahaha! ofc, its like we secretly drink luhs. hahaha! most funny thing was we went in the guys toilet.. /: hahaa. alright, its the frist time we being so hiong luhs. haha!

hais.. i have no idea whats happening to me this days. have no mood to do anything?? dont feel like sleeping? dont feel like eating? dont feel like using com? dont feel like watching drama? dont feel like talking on the phone too? whats going on with me?? anyone have any idea?? i just feel like rotting? maybe? haha. tons of question marks in my mind!! AHHHHH~ if he could answer those question i wont be so troubled le. alright, i shall let my mind rest and stop thinkig about stupid stuffs yea??

lastly, i wanna say something very very very important. :D if your house phone or whatever phone is a private no, and if you want to call me please leave e a msg before calling me alrights. no more private numbers would be entertain. (: which also means that whatever private numbers call me i will just kup instead of picking it up like nowdays. so yeps. please take note of this uh!

yup, thats for all? goodnight people! though im not going to sleep so early but still goodnight! :D take care too! :D

you'll be the last. (:

2010-03-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

first of all, i just feel like screaming out loud!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

this few days had been so busy, stress and screwed! D:
had a tiff with dad just now. D: but i just dont understand whats wrong with him?? oh god~
forget it luhs.. will be serving two hours of detention for next thursday. _|_ planned to leave secondary school without any detention or suspension de lorh.. but kamlesh, you good! break my effing record. KNN!!! arghhhh~ pon remedial only tol.. then tio that fucking detention.. asshole?!?!

im so stress with DnT! im left with 3 ideas to go.. but 5 is enough for me to dig out everything from my brain..
i've always find DnT so nice.. but for now its just like what yangkai say " DnT = Destroy and Tears "
dont you think so?? sigh~ shag shag shag...
and damn stress over some issues. D: some people close to me will know uh..
i know its kind of stupid but... yea... last alright? /:

lastly, i need alpologise to chantecksoon uh. hahah!
this dumbo had been tahan-ing me for my pms-ing days. :D
and so nice of him saying he dont mind uh. :D THANKYOUVEHMUCH! <3s

stop here first, byebye! :D

MISS the time.

2010-02-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

hellos hellos! im back!
hmms, sorry for not posting for so long alright...
hopefully this gonna be a long post which can last super long. >.<

i saw this wild monkey in my school outside my DnT room! COOLIOS! :D quite cute right? but he is so damn scary. /:

and cheeyan's surprise birthday party at tm...
we got him a super cute birthday cake!

BARNEY! cute eh?? taste not bad also uh.. :D after blowing, cake smashing! :D
WEEEE~ not bad siol!!! I manage to attack cheeyan with the help of kenneth and rebecca uh! laughs~
so in order to suits this pretty little cake, we comb this hairstyle for him...

quite suit luhs. hors?? and thts about his birthday...

so next up??? valentine day??
yepps, valentine day, thanks for those who gave me the presents. snice present uh!
and thankyouvehmuch CHANTECKSOON! loves your present. :D
and hopefully those recieve my present love it too! no one rush for toilet right?? hahaha! even if you rush for toilet, aiya, confirm not my present something wrong luhs. should be those that give about the same present as me also de. >.<

next up, chinese new year!
back to malaysia again! so MIA for a week. :D sorry to those i didnt reply your msg.
get to know some of cousin's friends.. super funny bunch of guys with super funny tone when talking? haha!
maybe, is i dont get used to their tone thats why it makes me laugh! hahaha!
hmmms, they also laugh at my tone luhs.. so same same... they claims that when i speak got those english tone? hahaha!
bunch of weirdos... my language is just singlish lorhs.. :D

and pretty cousins! i love her curly hair!!! im so going to perm my hair! :D :D :D :D
didnt manage to get much photos for chinese new year this year. >.<
but this chinese new year was fun fun fun! all i can say is fun!! :D
on my 18th chinese new year, i bet its gonna be more fun!! looking forward!
2 more years to go?? long?? maybe not... time flies eh...
so fast chinese new year over again! D: alright, im just looking forward to go back to malaysia and enjoy days with cousins.
hahahaha!

thats about it?? no, theres one last thing!!
last match this wednesday!!! hopefully i still got the stamina to run after having so much junk food inside my tummy!

alright, off i go! byebye!!
look out for my tweets! :D i wont be posting that much but will be tweeting! :D

HAPPY HAPPY

2010-01-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

hellos!!

back from work~ alright, hmmms. shall start off with how the work goes..

ehhhhh, can you imagine how suay is it to have JACKSON TOH to be your partner?!?! HAHAHAHAHA!!! JACKSON!! see this? im helping you to become popular. hahahaha!! ok luhs, overall not bad not bad. cause i got a NICE food server, jackson. im not being irony here.. :D thank you hors! :D see im so nice to say thanks to you. (: get to eat abalone! muahahahahahaha! first time tol! theres left over abalone so yeps brought into kitchen? and started eating with jackson!! hahaha!! drank dessert too!! first time i ate so much during work! :D last time only get to drink dessert. but not all the time, seems that when i got to be in the same ballroom as jackson then i got the luck to eat. really siol!! everytime i get to eat confirm got jackson de? hahaha! only one time not with him. =.=

and this sucker here is pangseh-ing me!! he doesn't want to work le. walao!!! how could you pangseh me?? later i got stalker stalk me home how?? and everything is ALONE you KNOW?!?! ALONE ALONE lehs.. DD: since you're so no life now ehh.. so you should just come to work!! then your life will become got life le. cause you get to see me.. you seee. HAHAHA!! blas whatever luhs. HAHHA!! theres like 3 person come to me and ask me if jackson is my boyf? HAHAHA!! and last week was the stupid manager! he look like my boyf mehs?? HAHA!! dude, you must be honoured to be my boyf hehs. LAUGHS*

my foot hurts pretty much!! my knee hurts tooo!! and theres a upcoming match on mon and fri! OH NO!! i got to take care very well of LEGGYS!! if not menglee right at the other end will kill me!! :D nahs, she cant bear to. :D

alright, i've no idea what to blog about anymore. so yepps, goodnight all! post again some day. (:

ps: im super nervous for the upcoming matches!

我会很爱你 - 言承旭

2010-01-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

CHANTECKSOON, get well soon alright! :D and its ok luhs, PINK　ＩＳ NICE... :D but still take care well of your skin uh. >.<

Post

2010-01-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

i found these on JONI's tagboard.

" i'm not a love doctor and love sickness is hard to cure. but you're still young and have a whole life ahead of you, so cheer up girl! love is something very strong. a lifetime commitment. sadly, not puppy love. maybe you're confused? i know i was. but now i know better, you could say. could you imagine spending your lifetime with that person? for better worse sickness in health? accept his flaws readily? build a home? share burdens?...trust your body mind soul and spirit with him? i don't think so. you're still a girl, and wait for the right one to come along.i promise you when you do, you look back at this and laugh at what a jerk this guy is for letting you undergo this painful emotional madness.it's a choice. whether you let him break you, or you win the battle of wills, and you come out stronger, confident and beautiful. xoxo, a girlwhocares "

i finds it meaningful. (: alright, i shall apologise to Joni for not asking her permission and grab this from her blog. hopefully you dont mind uh. >.< also thats my answer to you.

小夫妻 and 小手拉大手

2010-01-24T12:39:00.000+08:00

i always heard this whenever im working. :D and i finds it nice! :D

fixtures is out.

2010-01-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

yoooooohooooooo!

im back for posting. :D alright, hmmms... where should i start from?
ok, im awake super early uh. its only 10.25am? when i slept at 2 yesterday. >.< later im going off for my tuition at 3 and go off for work at 6pm!

btw, my fever is gone! my flu is also gone! theres still bits of cough. hopefully it'll be gone soon! yesterday, sec 3 were back from pahang! sheryl's voice is gone!! so sheryl!! better get well by tue uh!! theres training on tue! and wed got match so better take care well of yourself. :D btw i like their cheer! although its long but is cute and nice. :D wish them all the best barhs! :D

and all the best to c'div girls for their upcoming match on next tue!! JIAYOUS! the sad thing was we're not allowed to go support your match luhs!! cause theres training on tues.

anw.. i got the fixtures for the upcoming matches!
27jan, wed, 3.15pm springfield
29jan, fri, 4.15pm katong convent
1feb, mon, 2pm loyang
5feb, fri, 3.15pm pasir ris crest
10feb, wed, 3.15 damai
24feb, wed, 4.15 bedok south

the schedule is so not nice. /: five games before new year which also means that i'll pass my new year with my dark skin tone. D: eeeee, i dont like. D: yeps, six games. hopefully we're able to enter second round. probably??? beg man! b'div girls trained so hard just for these days and last year some more! hopefully can luhs.. please please man!

anw, did i mention i think my mac is screwed again. _|_ i cant on my mac without its charger! FUCK LUHS! hopefully its well after i charged it. if it gonna be ok, i swear i'll call dad to ban limqiaoyee from using the mac! she can just screw every electronic things that at home! so pissed with her!

ok, i shall stop her first.
bye all!

ps, my tagboard is dying someone save it please! D:

SHIOK? MAYBE?

2010-01-17T11:23:00.000+08:00

hellos, back for blogging after sometime.

hmms, im kind of lazy to blog now days. maybe i'll leave my blog dead. so readers, just bear with me alright. sorry. /:

tons of things happened but im not going to talk about it. (: i love yesterday. :D first time i so so so tired luhs but fun afterall! woke at 6, went to bedok view street netball court for training. after that ended chiong home to bath, make up and do homework. then chiong to tuition lastly chiong to work. back home from work, chatted with tecksoon on the phone. WEEEE~ its like 6am to 2.30am non-stop. shiok ehhh?weier claims that i'll faint but i didnt too bad! :D LAME~

oh, im pissed with 2 person!! super pissed!!! ESPECIALLY THAT ______________ GARRICK FROM 2/8!!! OMG HE SERIOUSLY RUIN MY NAME. /: WENT AROUND TELLING PEOPLE IM HIS GIRLF?!?!?! WTH LUHS!!!! SINCE WHEN I GOT SUCH A SMALL BOYF?!?!?!?! so angry luhs!!! DDD: so people if you heard any rumours about me being his girlf, dont come ask me anything cause the answer would be NO! as i had already mention before im tired of relationship and wont be having any relationship in further except i ... yeps. also, i wont even stead with people like him! only know how to act cool, beng and stuff. -.-

i shall stop here first. bye alll!!! im not sure when i'll blog again but will try to blog every sun. so keep updated! :D

thankyous people!

2010-01-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

hellos!

alright, first of all, i got to thanks cari for allowing me to place my books in her locker. thanks so much girl! love you loads! :D

secondly, i got to thanks my luck! during assembly. janice chao called me up and was thinking ' die die die, she confirm saw the colour of my hair. DEAD! ' so act as nothing happened went up to her and she told me this, ' girl, do you find your earring's colour too bright? are you aware that you're not allowed to use this earrings? and is that necklace or chain important or valuable to you? if not could you take it out and place it in your wallet? ' i just nodded my head all the way... cause im gonna have heart attack really soon when she called me up. >.< phhhheeeewwww!

thirdly, i'm lacking of sleeps. D: almost late for school today, well, thanks to mum. slept at 10 yesterday and my alarm rang at six for like 3 times? all i heard was nothing. OMG! i need more sleeps! D:

fourthly, east zone is starting next week!! in like 9 days time. SO DEAD! gonna face so much of coaching scoldings on court again. D: hopefully this time, my bag is well protected man! last year, my bag was stolen while was having match! D: so prey that it wont happen the same thing! /:

lastly, my literature cher, MR K C TAN, was awesome! let me explain... he was so power enough to be my sleeping pills! i think when i coluldnt sleep i shall just call him for a chat ehh??? tecksoon told me this as an example for verma. =.= i slept for half an hour during lit class. _|_ i should be happy that i could sleep right? but no, lit is so damn god important to me and if this happened, this is fucking making me to fail my lit. GOD! thank god that he didnt wake me up when i was sleeping if not he gonna get it from me man. /: i've got the urge to ask him, ' hey, is this related to literature? ' _|_ he was fucking talking about polar bears and www.ted.com. what the hell?!?! make me so pissed. X=

alright, enough of rantings.

i gotta get my sleep as soon as possible! :D

byebye, goodnight! :D

FUCK

2010-01-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUK FUCK AND FUCK.

YES, JUST A WORD FUCK.

IM THINKING OF CLOSING DOWN THIS BLOG AND LOCK UP ALL THESE MEMORIES.

someone said to me this, in every thing relationship or friendships, theres always a sweet thing inside it. maybe there are, but sweet? yes, maybe? but what happens after one sweet thing happened? tears will replace the sweet moments that you faced.

end here.

im thinking of calling TECKSOON for a chat! should i?? hmmms, maybe? cause i miss him so much, hopefully he is awake. :D WEEE~

ps:// the day when it opens up is the day when you're fully gone.

edit//

weeeeee~ im HAPPY. :D something happened. cant wait for monday to see QUAHLILY! :D i miss her so much man! WEEEE~

BLURED

2009-12-31T01:48:00.000+08:00

1.47am,

oh well, im back here again. (:

alright, hmmms. dead at home these few days. homework isn't done, lazy to do and stuff. >.<

super embarrassed today uh! i mistook today as thursday, so when friends calling me out on friday i was like i thought you got job tmwr? as he told me he is working tmwr. so yeps, to me tmwr is fri but to him was thurs so we're like arguing! OMG luhs! another thing was, i was suppose to call someone on thursday so instead i called him today and argued with him that he was the one that called me to call him today. =.= how blur am i? tsktsk~

blas, ehhh. watching AVATAR soon!! this coming friday, but time isnt confirm yet. stupid mummy also very blur today! D: i told her i was going out on friday so she was like orh. after that, heard from xuetin we're going jurong bird park on fri. so when mummy came back i ask her where are we going on fri and she said no where. WALAOZZZZ EHHZZ!! now make me cant go jurong bird park liaos. T.T so long never go bird park, wanted go there see bird de luhs but now no choice cannot liaos. D: hopefuly, uncle cant make it and CHANGE date. hehs! >.<

i have no idea what to post now. dont have the " I WANT TO BLOG " feeling these few days. D:

alright, off i go. BYE!

BACK

2009-12-28T04:18:00.000+08:00

back from KL. (:

hmms, days are gonna be bored starting form tmwr. D: cousins back to malaysia. D: and school starting really soon in a week time. damn, cousins are gone... D: really starting to miss them so much. will only be able to see them again on chinese new year. GAHHS! hopefully they are able to be online. so will be able chat with them. :D dad was saying they seems like going to cry when we're leaving for singapore. DD: AWWWW~ damn it luhs... D:

alright, hmmms. had fun in KL, shopping, genting and stuff. super fun, enjoyed myself. :DD but worse of all was my stupid nose. giving me troubles. D: having bad flu. so yeps, kept sneezing and starting from yesterday it had been bloodly bleeding. GROSS!! and my blanket got stained. D: i just realised it this afternoon while folding my blanket when i woke up. scare me luhs... you know why uh... >.<

alright, i gotta stop here first. will continue posting again. :D

off i go to my sleep. goodnight! :D

COOKIE!

2009-12-22T05:13:00.000+08:00

hellos hellos!

its 5.01am now. X= mummy and sisters is all asleep and me being the most rebellious kid is up on my bed using my macbook now. hopefully i don't wake sisters up. hehes. ^^

alright, let start from today, i didnt manage to do my homeworks today.. DD: shall do it tmwr. as a promise. (: so guess what i did today. not shopping. but, staying at home and bake cookies with cousins. :D no worries, you wont run for toilet after eating those cookies. :D its freshly made by kathleenlimqiaoxian equivalently its nice.. (: wanna try out some? xD

hmms, overall was nice. :DD opps, i guess mum is awake! i gotta close up my mac before she sees it. |: give me 5 mins.. and i'll be back...

ok, i was saying overall was nice, yeps. really nice. :D i feel so nice seeing all the cookie coming out from the oven alive. xD baoyi tonned at my house tonight. weee~ we was really bored and guess what we did? jeng jeng jeng jeng...

yeps, we played with my mac, photobooth. :D nice to play with uh. alot more picture to go! uhh, but im lazy to update. X= kind of LAME uh? hehs. but who cares ehh?

ok, your mama, me is going off to sleep now.

byebye! goodnight all! :DD

sorry and thankyou. (:

2009-12-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

hellos all!

my mac revive again. ((: weee, i don't have to use that lagging commy again. alright, currently, im waiting for autumn's concerto, hi my sweetheart and momo love to come alive. i miss them so much, laughs. :D slept at 6 yesterday, chionging compos to let go my feelings. X= was bad mood cause of some reasons. yepps, sorry to those whom chatted with me yesterday night if i attitude-ed you. SUPER SORRY. D: anw, i feel really dumb doing homeworks to let go my feelings. i guess, im only some dumbass that do this barhs. LOL?

as for today, woke up saw menglee's msg. thankyou girl! i really do love you. (: thanks for being there for me whenever i need you. thanks for listening to all my rantings and not complaining. thanks for cheering me up. thanks for those encouraging words. i've just got so much to thank you. i'll dedicate one post to you again. laughs! :D remember, i'll be here for you whenever you needs me cause you're my boyf! HAHAHA! shopped at suntec and off to sushi for dinner. (: had loads of fun when having dinner! when its coming to the end, you know whats happening yea? HAHAHA!

OH NO!! jackson came to know about my blog. D: cant post any "nice" thing about this really really nice gentleman le. haha, alright, i was just kidding. >.< ahhh, whatever luhs.

and here comes to an end. (:

byebye!

范瑋琪-可不可以不勇敢

2009-12-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

thanks menglee, i'll be fine. (:

off to KL next week! :DD

2009-12-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

hihihi!

like i've said in my twit yesterday, hmms, i have the urge to do henna red highlights for my hair. :D
yeps, i know holidays are ending soon, then i gotta dye back to black or whatever...
but no, after i highlighted, i'll leave it there. (:

and the worse thing for all is, i havent got the schedule for work! shall call him tmwr.
shengmei said that, he is not working anymore. no one to company me le. D:
xinpeng said that, he'll be working in RCCC so wont be doing banquet. D:
how about jackson? i've have no idea abou that asshole.. D:
yeps, damn sad uhh!
i guess, i wont e able to continue working when school reopens just like those kuku up there.

wont be able to work next week too.
will be off to KL...
oh, about the highlighting thingy,
i told mum that i'll be highlighting my hair for chinese new year, so yeps, she agrees. (:
nahs, i think i'll highlight my hair when i got back to malaysia next week? LOL?
you guys know me, if i want something, i cant wait to have it. you see.. laughs. :D

alright, stop here.
byebye! :D

Post

2009-12-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

我好像明白了，好像明白了你所说的一切

或许我已经不认识你了，或许你已经变了

想挽回好像太迟了，发生了就是发生了

不可能为我而改变，不可能再次的发生

奇迹也不会为了我而出现，只好放下了

你的心已经不在这里了，我不应该继续自己骗自己了

闹钟已经响了，该起床做回自己了，不要在做梦了。。。

WORKWORKWORK

2009-12-15T16:56:00.000+08:00

hellos.
i am finally back for posting.

frstly, i love my current work so much. :D i love those friends that i knew when im working and stuffs. really nice people, nice to talk to. like, shengmei, xinpeng, jackson, ronald, huisiang, siwen, weimeng and alot more! yepps, though i just knew them for like few days or what? but they are super nice. :D

yesterday, went ECP for roller blading. saw JINGYU once again. haha! and also RONALD! he was alone walking to area D pit 50 himself. kind of sad right?? so me being nice companied him. HAHAHA! chatted alot alot alot with him. all i can say he is indeed a super gentleman and nice guy. HAHAHA! ok luhs, all the guys i know is super gentleman except for JACKSON! laughs.

sunday, finish work. told jackson that i'll mrt-ed home with him together. and some things happened in between so chose to go together with shengmei, xinpeng and friends, ended up pandseh-ed jackson without telling him. i feel so BAD! wanted to msg him sorry but i dont have his NUMBER! saddening ehh? i'll apologise to him when i see him again. laughs.

SHENGMEI fell sick. D: that stupid silly, dont know how to take care of himself. HEY YOU, BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALRIGHT?! and remember to take your medicines uh... reminded you over and over again but you still fall sick. =.=

anw, i got to go off and chiong my homework now.
bye people! anything msg me cause i dont think i'll be online that often anymore. so yeps. (:

i love them! :D

2009-12-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

1.11am,7 december.
hello hellos!

im back from work. HAHAHA! was a super relax day today cause im drink sever and half food sever because of the lazy food sever partner.. X=
knew a new girl, HUI SIANG today. I LOVE HER SUPER MUCH MAN! lucky theres her, if not im bored to the max! hopefully, next time i'll always be drink sever together with her.. :D i dislike food sever cause super tiring but at the same time i like the serve the food. IM WEIRD. >.<

i gotta thanks that shengmei so much! :D yesterday, if theres no him i guess i've got the cab home alone. he helped me to cut queue in order to rush for mrt. :D LOVES~!! so yeps, mrt home with him for consecutive three days. i bet he is sleeping like a pig now. LOL? from monday onwards for the whole week, his schedule is super ful. tmwr, he got to wake up at like 6 plus?? and 8 must reach panpac to work then at evening rush over to swissotel to work. POOR THING* im not working tmwr i guess. HAHA! but if zac call me to ask me to work tmwr at 6, i'll still go and help even though my legs are in bad conditions. blueblacks and blisters all over both foot. D: and can work with sheng mei. laughs! :D

tmwr, going shopping with mum and cousins. :D hopefully i get my heels and a new pair of working shoes cause the current shoes suck to the core. X=
alright, stop here. goodbye!

ohya, did i mention that im giving up on the thing that i supose to do? yeps, i've got no time for it and i dont mind those wasted money for that thingy luhs.. i got to rush homeworks too! menglee agrees with me too, for not doing it. :D

first day at work! :D

2009-12-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

hellos.
1.30AM, 5 december. was a super long and tired day today!

went for training early in the morning at 8am. :D
was super slack afterall as coach is in a good mood i guess? she had been joking with us through out the whole training.
ended training, water games with jiaying! HER BIRTHDAY! SO EVERYONE WISH HER HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AS IT HAS PAST 12. LAUGHS.
after that went bubbletea shop with girls and coach! sadly, it wasnt open. D: headed to the nearest coffee shop for lunch.

after that came home rest for like an hour? and headed to swissotel to work.
overall was nice as there is this super super nice guy helping me all along. got to thanks him alot. :D hopefully tmwr and sun i've got the same timing as him then can work together. :D he was kinda funny, laughs. when we went to collect our uniform, so this aunty was asking me what size? and i said i dont know so she was like M luhs. and this super nice guy was like M is too big for her, give her S will do. LOL! and S really suits me! so the aunty called to find my name and sign. i told her dont have my name but she doesnt believe so she somehow shouted at me? and this super nice guy was like aunty, no need so fierce luhs, people first day lehs and really dont have her name. =.= stupid aunty! X= finish everything at 11.30 and mrt-ed home together with him. LAUGHS*
he called me just to ask me if i reach home safely, if im hungry and if i bath le nort. hahaha! such a nice guy. :D

shall stop here.
goodbye! :D

another day...

2009-12-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

1.07am, 2 december

woke up late today, and chiong off to school for netball training.
lucky enough, im not late for training. :D
which also means that i've got no time to take my lunch. and this was what i planned to.

came home straight after training, as girls have camp today.
thats why came home super early.
continue doing the thingy i was suppose to. it 1/10 done. D: gotta chiong!

another good news was i didnt had my dinner too! :D
no meals for two days. and i only drink 2 150ml bottle of water today. -claps claps-
the funny thingy was, i dont feel hungry at all.
normally i would fel super hungry but as for this few days, not hungry lehs. weird*
the best thing was i did not encounter any gastric pain. well done tummy. :D laughs*

chatted with roger on msn just now! was super shock that he is online. HAHA! gonna meet up soon. :DD

recently, heard of something and still thinking of what i should do next. shag to max! this thing shouldnt be happening now, it should have happen like last year? the worst thing ever was why must you bring out this stupid thing when its over? its like so damn _|_ and let people misunderstood her? what kind of friend are you? telling different people different things? oh, fuck off and die!

editted//
oh yar! i remembered something while looking through something. me and cheryl got this little glass bottle and we place a note that written our wishes inside! coolio! cheryl said those two bottles are still in her cuboard left untouched. and we can only see it five years later, one year had pass! four more years to go! wheee. :D i kind of forgot what i written, but we'll know whats inside it four years later and see if it come true. :DD and the coolest thing is only we. ourselves know whats written on it. no one seen it before! :D

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2009-11-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

hellos!

hmms, today... woke up and started doing the thingy i need to do. :D so its like half way doing and half way dramaing all the way. LOL? im going to spent the next few weeks doing that thingy and planned to finish up my homework during the last few days of holiday. hopefully can make it!
alright, called benjamin today asking him about when i could start work so he told me i'll be working on the sat and sun and said he will call me back. but he didnt _|_
then this zac guy called me to tell me im under his charge now. its no longer that irresponsible benjamin! WOO... yeps, so im posted to swissotel the stamford. will be working night shift on sat and sun. LOL? goodluck to myself, hopefully wont kena scoldings. laughs*

guess what?? i did not take my lunch or dinner today. X= i forgot about it. LOL? maybe i dont feel the hungry-ness thats why. but its good! can loose weight. :D laughs* i've been eating so much recently, hmms, not counted as much but i just took my dinner at the wrong timing like 11pm? and eleven pm is some sort counted like supper le. so i shall not eat whole this whole week and see what gonna happen. :|

Homework:

consolidated ex 1 (math tb)
consolidated ex 2 (math tb)
EOY specimen paper (shinglee)

Jian bao (1)
Jian bao (2)
Jian bao (3)
Jian bao (4)
Jian bao (5)
Jian bao (6)
Jian bao (7)
Jian bao (8)
Jian bao (9)
Jian bao (10)

Yue du bao gao (1)
Yue du bao gao (2)

Chinese paper (1)
Chinese paper (2)
Chinese paper (3)
Chinese paper (4)
Chinese paper (5)
[ i have not finish the zhuo wen and ying yong wen ]

SS ws (deterrence)
SS ws (diplomacy)

oh no! i still got so much homework not done. D: this homework list, credits goes to joni. (: TY!

k, shall post again. bye!
off to do my work!

im sorry for yesterday, i shouldn't have msg you in the midnight.
if i didn't msg you, you'll be having a nice sleep.
im sorry to disturb you and resulted you to be so tired today.
super sorry. D:

PMS-ed. :O

2009-11-30T03:20:00.000+08:00

hi all!

im so god damn tired now. D:
and im currently taking up m&m minis to boost my energy.
i am not allowed to sleep only if i finished up something.
you know, whats that something if you happened to read the previous post that i had remove. :D
should i go to sleep now and wake up early tmwr to do this thingy? hmms, shall consider...
uh, my mind is blank now. maybe im lack of sleep...

oh yar! i guess, i PMS-ed today. LOL? around 3, i went to paya lebar to pass something to jingwen and also went to POP to buy pens.
so i took bus home from PL instead of walking. i was at the bus stop and theres this girl, she looks familiar to me but i have no idea who the heck she is.
as i was saying she was walking to the bus stop, while she walking hor. all the way stare at me and its like not stare awhile but is continue staring till the bus arrive. _|_ i didnt care much at first but slowly i got like super pissed. X= and the suay-est thing was we board the same bus. while in the bus she still continue staring siol~ i was like pissed le marhs... then i stared back at her. so she gave the fucking innocent look?!?! and i just diao her. =.= WHAT THE HECK? i cant stand this kind of people! maybe i was really just PMS. as i know for myself, no matter where i go if people stare at me i wouldnt stare back at them but as for today i have no idea why i stare back at her and i even have the urge to walk up to her and ask her whats her effing problem. ok blas, no more rantings.

alright, if im not wrong, my PMS is getting more and more jialat. X= gotta control man! HAHA! thats what atiqah told me, she said " eh qiaoxian, you damn PMS siol! once second you laugh and the next second you got super angry. " maybe thats true! LAUGHS!

hmms, i shall complete one portion and go off to sleep. (:
goodnight all!

so sweet of you. >.<

2009-11-29T02:50:00.000+08:00

hellos!

tonight was a fun one.
around 8pm, went to bugis to meet jiaying, menglee and jingwen. :D
went artbox to buy something and headed for dessert. and back home at 10+ pm.

currently chatting with menglee on msn yea.
show you some conversation:

MengLee` says (2:02 AM):
*My brain going crazzzzy :I
kathleen says (2:02 AM):
*mine tooo!
*DD:
MengLee` says (2:03 AM):
*For making my brain work so hard,
*if i ever see XXX in real life,
MengLee` says (2:04 AM):
*im gonna strangle him for making you so crazy bout him ;D
kathleen says (2:04 AM):
*haha!
*cannot!
*you strangle him, he die, i how???

and

MengLee` says (2:23 AM):
*Qx, ask you ah.
*Do you still like XXX?
*Honestly, from deep deep deeeep down your heart? :X
kathleen says (2:23 AM):
*definately yes.
MengLee` says (2:24 AM):
*(:
kathleen says (2:25 AM):
*why?
MengLee` says (2:26 AM):
*I tell you but you dont laugh huh.
kathleen says (2:26 AM):
*oh.
*ok.
MengLee` says (2:26 AM):
*I feel very happy to see you so in love ;D
*I mean like,
*people always break stead breal stead & they forget so easily,
MengLee` says (2:27 AM):
*but you're like faithful (:
*At least you dont forget & get over so fast.
*& its super funny how you're so worried if XXX stead with her because of this & that,
MengLee` says (2:28 AM):
*but actually you feel concerned he got stead mah ;D

hahaha! this is so sweet of her right? haha, alright what we were doing was analysing on something related to XXX so yea... she asked these question so randomly. hahaha!

i've been eating so much this few days. X= did not eat anything for lunch and dinner. but after meeting them at bugis had dessert and headed down with sis to had supper. GOD, IM GONNA GET FAT! i gotta go for running. ok, tmwr i'll go runing either somewhere around my house or ECP. :D i'll pull mummy along!

梁文音 - 哭過就好了

2009-11-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

smart people will understand. :D

sweet dreams. :D

2009-11-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

hellos all! :D
its,2.42am, 27-11-09

im kinda tired, aww. woke up supra early today! guess what time? 1pm siol! wah damn early siol. late to you but early to me. :D
when i woke up, touch my tragus and found out my stud was missing. i was preying for the hole not to close as it swells damn badly. unfortunately, when i tried to insert new stud in, i cant insert fully. GAHHHHS! its the second time i pierced but still closed. D: now my plan was to wait for it to recover and i'll go for the tragus piercing again and i'll not eat seafood. see how it goes. anyone wanna pierce together with me or pei me go pierce? xD

went city plaza to get my hait clips and rubberbands for the job training. came home and sis was homed. WAS SUPER XCITED FOR HER PSLE RESULTS! but sadly, did not meet her expectation and she is having a hard time to decide on her school. AWWW~ she is damn funny. when i came home, she just kept quiet and sat down there, kept playing online games for hours non stop. obviously she is damn sad uh. MUM was damn irritating! sat by sis side and keep talking to her. so i was like "mummy stop kaopei kaobu-ing luhs, she is damn irritated by you le luhs. " and mum replied was " i was trying to cheer her up! not kaopei kaobu-ing" =.= after that, around 4.10 went for the training, one hour bus ride. _|_ training was kinda boring and kinda fun. yeps...

ohya! did i mention that i dreamt of lawrence and gabriel that day?!?! OMG SIOL, if im not wrong, its the first time i dream of lawrence and gabriel? was a super super sweet dreams. although its a super super sweet dreams, i was hoping for it not to happen. if its last time i would prey hard for it to happen but not now. PLEASE DONT EVER HAPPEN! and i dont want it to happen. >.< i told menglee about this dream, she was like " wah! so sweet siol!" its a nice dream like duh, but HELL NO, NEVER HAPPEN, DONT EVER HAPPEN. X=

alright stop off at here, bye all! :D